** Judged For Your Past

Where does she go from here another town where no one knows her haunted past or will it follow her like the death weeper that not one of us can ever escape for her he is always there. He can be a welcoming site sometimes he came come to take her than she would know that all she had been through would come to an end. There would be no more explanations she would owe. They would say I like you to get what they could from her, saying if you need me I will always be there, but no one ever comes she is left sitting alone. They fear her for things she had no control over her past of being in a Satanic Cult was not a baby's choice her parents made that choice the things she did she saw was them it was not her heart she was always so afraid but new better than to open her mouth so she grows and decides at 49 years old she had to get away from this these 'monsters' who say they 'kill, maim, sacrifice' in the name of Satan the 'god' they followed well she didn't choose it she was born into it so now she leaves behind all those innocent children, her children she was forced to have, her Aunts, Uncles all the 'Family' she knew was left behind that day she walked away she has no regrets for that because in doing so she has found her true Father God her Savior who she had feared so many years before that day. She is judged now by the innocence of mankind that thinks that because her past was that way she will be that way too but she can no longer take it the looks they give her she feels like she is an insect being examined through the telescope eyes always watching for her to mess up her words always being taken out of context so she has decided to be alone to shut the world outside out to keep her words only on paper her thoughts her feelings only within because she knows now nothing she has to say is important.