- Apologize -

I'm sorry for all the times, that I have let you down. I never meant to. You were always there for me. I was never there for you. I owe you my life, for all the things you've done. You owe me nothing. I cry for you, you cry for me. Not for the same reasons. I cry today, to show how much I need you. A lot. You cried for me to show that you're there. You always were. You were the only person that was there for me. Ever. Now, I feel like I need to repay you. But how? I can't. I gave you what you asked for, but it doesn't seem right. Not to me anyways. All you asked for, a kiss. Was that right? You were always there for me, yet that's all you wanted? A kiss. Surprisingly, you asked for nothing more. Yet still helped me. Thousands of miles apart, I remember you everyday. For, I love you. Yes, I said it. 'Cause I really do. I love you. You can no longer be here for me. Oh well. All you can do, is talk to me. Over a phone. Now forget about that. I apologize, for not being there for you. for ignoring you. for not crying. for never helping you. I regret all that now. You always did the opposite of me. Which is why I can't forget you. I'm sorry for everything that has happened in you life. A lot. I apologize, You lost your mom, your dad, sister(Ana), brother(Jacob). I apologize, Everyone hates you, you've been bullied, no one helps you. Yes, I am sorry for everything that happened. I saw you being bullied, I was just to shy to help. I'm sorry. I remember the day you were adopted. I'm sorry. I remember you going to all funerals you could find. I'm sorry. You were always ignored by everyone. I'm sorry. I could go on forever about what I'm sorry for. Yes, I could. But just so you know, I forever and always will love you. -For: Luuk S. & Noah K. (Best Friends-Both there for me) I'm sorry. -Lymmn (This reminds me of Luuk's favorite song... "Sorry Blame it on Me-By: Akon")