Ludix-Rym -Insainty

You left me without a reason why You said you loved me, it was a lie Now I sit in the dark and just cry Folk notice my demeanor and pry I shut them out tell the goodbye I just want to heal,but hurt is nigh Will I ever love again before I die? I often sleep and eat and just sigh Is there such a thing as a soul tie? If so I doomed, and mustn't even try Being in love in nothing but a joke Broken promises is all you spoke My fairy tale life went up in smoke Now I'm waiting for me to just croak Do you recall our kiss? By the oak That memory alone makes me choke When you left me, I'm double broke Misery and despair is now my cloak You were nothing but a trivalent bloke And I hope you slip on an artichoke I thought that you were the one We used to have so much fun Our lives together had just begun I wonder if you took our old gun My world is dark, where's the sun? Scales are on my eyes,there're a ton I'm through living, I'm just done You caused to shut out everyone My life is like an old film, a sad rerun You were like my mother's dear son I must get used to this intense pain Rainbows long gone, all I see is rain On most days and nights I go insane There's like a ticking bomb in my brain I'm likened to a wreckless moving train My awful life is going down the drain I have small scars and cuts on my vein I'm locked in my mind, ball and chain The days are gone when I was sane My life over, I have nothing to obtain But If ever emerge from this living hell I'll work on me first, only time will tell I used to be so happy and full of life Now I'm so sad and someone's ex wife I think to myself, can I fall in love with me? If I could my heart would know much glee Instead I long for my existence to expire I often feel like I've touched a live wire Is this place a dream? Is this my reality If so I've grown accustomed to insanity *I know this contest is over. But I was inpired to give it a try after reading Andrea's poem in this form. I don't know if I got it right. Fiction Alexis Y. 11/09/19