I Just Dont Feel

I just don't feel like Myself anymore I don't feel Just think I'm lonely and yet I don't want to be Around anyone anymore I'm not myself I sit and cry for hours at a time Then turn around and laugh For no reason at all I just don't feel I never know what is going to happen I live from day to day Yet I'm not living Only existing I don't have no one since you left My promises from you are gone I never knew love until you Now your gone My life does not feel the same My thoughts are a puddle I feel a burning in my heart How can I go on ? Each day is getting harder Don't know what to say Never knew I could hurt so much All from loving you I'm in a panic Lost in blood Flowing like water Down a stream Where did I go wrong ? What did I say ? Nothing I do or say Is right these days I never wanted to hurt anyone But I wind up hurting everyone Without meaning to Please forgive me