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I'M TRYING TO WALK ON WATER BUT I CAN FEEL A STORM RISING I CAN SEE THE SAVIOUR ON THE WATER SMILING BUT I DOUBT HIM AND START CRYING HE SAID KEEP YOUR EYES ON ME AND JUST KEEP ON SEEKING I GET SO DISTRACTED START PANICKING AND BEGIN SINKING HOW DID SHAME MAKE IT'S WAY INTO MY MIND? HOW DID I ALLOW SHAME AND FEAR TO DOMINATE MY TIME? HOW DID THIS IDENTITY MAKE ITS WAY INTO MY SOUL? ALL OF MY PRIDE AND DIGNITY SATAN STRATEGICALLY STOLE NOW I'M BENEATH THE SURFACE TRYING TO RISE UP FOR AIR PEOPLE PASS ME BY AND THEY SEEM FREE AND TO ME IT'S JUST NOT FAIR THEN JESUS BOLDLY SPOKE TO ME AND SAID DO NOT DARE COMPARE! THE ONLY TIME THAT YOU DARE DROWN IS WHEN YOU ACT LIKE I'M NOT THERE AFTER HE SPOKE THAT TO ME I WAS IN PEACE AND MADE THIS CONCLUSION THAT ALL OF MY FEARS AND UNMERITED SHAME IS REALLY JUST AN OPTICAL ILLUSION BUT JESUS CAME AND WARNED ME THAT UNTIL I REALLY BELIEVE HIM FULLY THAT I'LL BE HARASSED AND TAKE SET BACKS FROM SATAN,THAT DISTRACTING BULLY. BUT GOD SAID CHILD THIS IS JUST A SMALL CHAPTER IN A PORTION OF YOUR LIFE THEN HE SAID EVERYTHING WILL END SO NICE WHEN YOU STAY FOCUSED ON MY SON,CHRIST.