4:42 AM

yesterday i found my- self laughing and crying at the same time, and that’s when i realized i’m falling in love, with grief, god help me i’m so like an ocean my emotions rolling like waves, bil- lowing it’s true, and i know that you want some- thing, i know ‘cause i want it too there’s a tune in my head too obtuse to make sense so, i sketch these words scribbling scrambling frantically who is the king of this world that de- creed that we do as we’re told well i know we should but i can’t help but put swine before pearls and i see that we’re all singing the melo- dy, that haunts our sleep please wake me when we get there i want to know the end but i don’t want to know the thought of my own end, no more exist- ence, why is our world so dark turn on the light can’t deal with the grief