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I Silence the most deadly poison of all The sin i play with when i'm alone II A piercing scream echoes throughout the night Another time, it is mine screaming at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out just a strangled cry Throat closes up cold, bony hands clasp my neck air stops can't breath can't move nor think vision growing dim growing black cold motionless trying to break free but fail III white and black keys a simple way to express my mind soothe my nerves one of the few places where i belong IV What are you looking at? you see the scars? never had the blade rule your perfect life everything was handed to you on a spotless silver platter But everyones not like you perfect; that gift Why are you looking at me? Never seen anybody like me? so low had to fight and bleed to get where i am and even now it is nothing never was and never will be anything (always) an outsider (outcast) an emo (depression) (hear) voices (Hello I'm Back) She isn't pain right now She is inspiration my words that flow from the pens black ink She paints the picture in my head Both good and dark but she seems a friend this spirit in my head this being she's nicer nor causing any pain no fresh self inflicted wounds V my love my life my every tear i shed for thee i long for thee wish your presence was by my side my heart is icing over needing your warmth to chase the chill away