24 Hr Timeout

She stop mattering much this day----I'm not in the mood at this time----am I betraying the truth of how much she mean to me is the thoughts resting dead on my mind----we are miles apart in physical distance and the sentiments of our hearts----I feel she has less interest in our relationship than what I feel and contribute to our joy----at times I've honestly felt like a part time lover----freeing my mind of thoughts of her today might help the health of our interaction in the future tomorrow----sometimes I get complacent in the comfort of her love----believing it comes automatically----when truth between her and me few things happen sporadically----summer warm days winter icey storms----both with the girl I desire most in her company I have enjoyed----the feelings that exist because of those facts are hard to ignore----hours of the day passed----I occupy my night with a meaningful activity that I've enjoyed all my life----I even had my favorite meal and sleep sound through the night----I woke eyes open to go about the next day----the memory of my mind and body emotionally told me something missing not the same----and then it occurred to me 24hrs went by without me hearing her voice and the tone in which only she say my name----my pulse sped up and my hands start to sweat----this can't be healthy entered my thought process---a inner voice said u know the cure and what's going to make u feel better----so I put aside my stubbornness get in touch with my love, my heart, is the first thing I do next.... Enjoy!!!!