2018

I don’t know if it happened quite yet. 
The tinkering that caused the roar. 
The gruff feeling in my mind. 
I think it happened around that time, maybe. 

The diagnosis came at a funky, furious time. 
I languished and laughed. 
So the year became memorable. 
Not from swimming on the beach or anything. 

No, not a beach. 
Or anything gentle and nice. 
The first year. 
The year everything felt scratched up…

I do have that diagnosis now. 
A nodding feeling. 
I didn’t do much that summer. 
In 2018. 

2018. 
I got torn up laughingly good. 
And so that year imparted a piece of itself. 
So I’m thankful.
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