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Born in a neighborhood where crime is the law
Mom dragged me out before I had learned to talk
Out of the frying pan, into the flame
Into a new hood where it all was the same
Do children know when it's gone wrong?
You'd never catch me singing the other kid's pained song
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Everywhere you turned was a ghost town
We're handing over the reigns of this land
When nothing's left upon it but old sand
Staring out into the empty blue sky
I've got a thought and it's starting to terrify
Fourteen more days and I'll finally know
Am I a statistic or am I on my own?
Do adults know when it's gone wrong?
I've learned enough to write my own pained song
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I'm feeling lost and don't think I can be found
I'm gripping onto what's left of my reigns
I'm not ready to hand over these sandy plains
My name is blank space for me to write
Whatever I want instead
If I'm not content with the man that I am
My skin I know I can shed
I'm bleeding again from what I've been put through
The light of the sun is hot
I'm sending another persona to be
The messenger who gets shot
Why am I writing all these names down?
Who's God am I pretending to be?
Is something growing somewhere safe in her self?
Have I brought something forward from me?
I'm sending to my prayers to whoever takes them
That all of this fear will end
I'm sick of not knowing what peace really means
My good will is starting to bend
Is this all a dream?
The worst that I've seen
Let me hear the scream
Erupting from me
As the light lost its gleam
Copyright © Derek Chos | Year Posted 2014