10 Years In State Underdressed Wearing 50 Shades of Purple

To much information For over 10 Year's now Not unlike a Handmaids Tale But not in Snow White Hat & Scarlett Cape My Uniform i regail in is rather that Top 2 Toe in frustrated Solid Purple The only touch that i have felt over these said Baron Year's Are in my Dreams have felt And substitute they may be I miss what i have dreamed more and more each morning i awake I realize this fact when i wake so to my dreams disappear and the only thing real left is me poorer and more lonely than 1 night before In reality my Cup doth not runeth over It is neither empty nor half full It simply has only come to represent Was what i took for granted Was i would fall in love again And once again feel sexual intimacy But no dream over these past 10 + Year's Can substitute 1 single smile upon your face Nor galaxies i seen explode and dialate behind the pupils in your eye's when you writhed and screamed you were about to come Nor can it replicate your sweet scented smell and feminine taste you radiate when your on heat And the way you used to thank me for going down on you like somehow it was a chore nibbling and licking on your 2 pink lips the left ever so bigger than the right Nor can a dream ever in a billion lifetimes compare with 1 memory of you in state of undress heaving breast, pert errect hard nipples telling me that you love me No on off button No reset No restart No 2nd chances No Glitch No Matrix No Red or Blue Pill No De Ja Vue No life lessons No advice Mistakes are for Life Played out in Dreams