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Following what I was sent to do, Without a choice, this is how it must be. I can’t say I enjoy my everyday, But I don’t really think that’s what you see. Throwing on a fake mood to throw you off, Walk out the door and I’m on my way. Just because I’m good at what I do, Doesn’t mean I want to stay. Money is the only thing that matters, I learned that a long time ago. But if I told you, I’d surely mess up, I just wish I could let you know. This is going to be my whole life, isn’t it? Trapped and unsatisfied, tied and caged. But it’s too late now, I didn’t open my mouth, Slowly losing my dreams I saved. But of course, only the score on my test, Shows just how good I am. Even if the gears stopped ticking, It seems like even I couldn’t give a damn. “I hate it, I hate this place so much,” But I couldn’t say such a thing out loud. Just like always, I find a way to hide, Because I know I’ll never make a sound. Walking through with a dull view, And waiting, begging for the day, Where I can leave this place, To come sooner.