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I know your confidence is low, you don't see much in yourself
You've had to face your demons alone, your family didn't do enough to help
They had other priorities such as drinking
Keeping your thoughts to yourself so they can't crush your thinking
I know the memories haunt you from when they would leave you
Because you knew they weren't coming back at night to feed you 
You were just a little baby, crying in your cot
Parents didn't feed you properly, and you'd get shouted at if you made a noise when your dad was lying in his spot
Social services came and took you away to place you with a foster family
I know this must have done damage to your sanity
You struggled to settle in most of the homes you were placed in
But don't hold it against yourself, that was a lot to face then 
You were moved from pillar to post, so it was difficult to be stable
Ignored and bullied, you were ignored at school tables
You reacted by lashing out
Not the best way, but you had too much fight in you to be backing down
You started listening to Eminem at 8, his music stopped you from feeling alone
27 foster families by age 11, then you were moved to a children's home
I know this was when you were happiest even if you won't admit it
obsessed with football, Hip-Hop, especially lyrics
You began to start relationships with the opposite sex
But you still couldn't be positive yet
You missed your family more than you would admit
Them not showing you love, stopped you from being connected to the person you were in love with
You used sex as a medicine not realising love would have helped more
But you were still being bullied and never felt secure
You never knew how to feel when your dad died
I understand why half of you was numb, and the other half was sad inside 
I wish you didn't go through it, as I Invision the first day you picked the blade up
you began to self-harm right after you ripped your Maths page up
As you made yourself bleed, your eyes stayed shut
This became your way to cope, I just wish I could have helped you pick another way to survive
You would smile through the day, but your demons came to play at night
Now you're a little older and free from the blade, but I know you're still hurt
I know you're still battling suicidal thoughts, I just hope they get killed first
When I look at you, I realize your eyes show the pain you try to hide
You smile for the world, but you cry inside
Tattoos cover the scars you gained while young
With everything you've been through, I wonder where you get your smile from 
I love how you managed to find yourself despite getting lost in your scars
You gave love a chance so many times,it's a shame it cost you your heart
I love how you're so open about your Scars and flaws
Your honesty should be respected as it's hard to ignore 
You've came a long way and still have further to go
I know you'll find your way while you're searching the roads
Love has destroyed you, But you're still trying
They tried to cut your wings, but you're flying
You've battled depression for years, it's been the coldest war
Your strength is unmatched and your Soul is pure 
Your days are getting brighter, your happy ending is getting nearer
I've finally found love in you, The man in the mirror
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