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i dont know why
just going through my life
never assume
to say the truth
i know im a equal
am i craze?
or sane?
did i lose my brain
i got some faith
i dont know
if it will still be there
sorry if bold
but thats what i fear
when youre near
i got a heart
just dont know where to start
im tire of playing darts
with my heart
i feeling hollow
like i dont even got a soul
always alone
by myself
dont know if im going to heaven 
or hell
wont know
again sorry if rude or bold
but im just feeling cold
blooded
music is bliss
i just feeling empty
like i wish i didnt feel a thing
rather feel the pain
i might to be to be blame
is it wrong
to let go of emotions
like regret heart break
beliefs some days
or even just letting go of hate
i know i cant change my fate 
never will have a happy ending
but i standing
i fear everything
but poetry
is what really keeps me standing
truthfully i must be confusing
lyrics is part of expression
am i wrong?
to type this song
ladies
are hot truthfully
but i must be damn right confusing
if i feeling like i wish she was here
but i still fear.
im living my life
she nowhere in sight.
i know i shouldnt think of suicide
i wont do it anyways
but im truly
thinking
i feel empty
like nobody
knows how it feels
when young
and not knowing anyone
or having friends
just to talk to
without fearing if they got hurt
or worry about if they'll stop talking to me
i must be damn right confusing
but this is my story
like i don't even know how to speak properly
always alone
i know i have optionalities
but in the end
im alone
like i don't know
what to say to them
i pray a lot saying amen
but i dont think im going to heaven
i go to church regularly 
my belief is the only thing that's keeps me standing
if i commit suicide
i know i wouldn't see god in the afterlife
that one belief is what keeps me smiling
and hoping
one day ill find a girl who will like me
and one day get marry
i must sound goofy
or dumb
but
that i wish for
ill never cheat on her
i hope she'll feel the same
for one day
i will be at peace
with somebody
who like me for me
im straight
i fear outcomes everyday
but i overcame
i belief body language and tone, wording
plus manners loyalty plus understanding
matters most
so
why am i all alone
being single
is not as fun
i must be dumb
being turned 21
jan. 28
but what can i say
i am not brave
i'm just tire of being this way
im a romantic
music is bliss
but AZ
is truly confusing
i give dabs to anyone
but so far
nobody figure out whats in my heart
so far....
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