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She would say: >
He would diagnose that I was asocial and needed to be treated.
I would go on my corner, sob, and feel relieved that I could
Still feel my heart. I would repeat a thousand time that
I was in safe grounds. 

When I talk, I can remember them saying :<< You have such a girly
Voice>>. I was never allowed to talk because I was cursed.
I would go home and scream until I had no voice anymore
And I would lay on the floor and hope so badly that I could
Cut my throat open and trash those tender chords. 

When I wear a short, I can remember them saying: << It is disgusting
How skinny you are>>. I would go home running and hide all
Of my shorts. I would then eat and eat until I started throwing
Up. I would start again and again believing I was almost 
About to be fixed up.

When I see this scar on my chin, I can remember them saying :<< You 
Won’t go on the fifth floor>> and then punching and pushing  me
Off the stairs. I remember how I ran home crying, the blood running from my mouth
And my chin and their Laughter ringing loud and loud on my mind.

When I see the questions on the paper, I can remember them saying: << God
Made you stupid. It is just your destiny.>> I would swear that 
Never again would I work that hard. I would not cry anymore
Because I decided that they were holding all the truths.

When I see my face, I remember how I went back to them.
They were everything I knew; they were all I have. 
So I stayed through the bruises, the blood, the insults and 
The insanities. I would worth as much as they wanted me 
To worth. I thought that all that pain I deserved it somehow.

Sometimes, you are afraid to sail because you might never
See the shores again. I did finally go with the wind, found
Myself in the ocean and landed in the land I made.

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