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Falling away,
Away from your embrace
Day by day,
Washing away my face
In the mirror before me...
I ran the race with determination and fury...
I took the correction that God had in mind for me all along...but yet, I still wandering around, wondering where you've been...
It's shown by the beads of sweat I excrete with pride
It's shown by the tears I've cried...the pain I bask in 
And the giving-up feeling I hide
Doubt drowns my sky high spirit that let out rays of the sun during joyous days
Optimism orgasms fulfill my inner being...
Pessimism's prism follows me around...illuminati signs are left unseeing...
Because I used to see them all around me - the eyes, the shapes, the vile hatred that's masked with happy dread
That's enough!!
Life can be so tough...
Satan has ruined most of me
But, not all of me, I see
So fixated on my free falls and downfalls along with it
Too tired to think or feel or speak in this perilous pit
You think I'm attractive
In my pain that's active?
Do you think me interactive
When I yearn for your ears that are keen and attentive

You can't see these tears...
I shed
You can't mend these years...
We had
We can change our future
Instead...
Your words hurt me future...
I'm sad
I'm mad
I'm glad
I'm rad
I'm bad
You're the best thing I never had I can't deny 
I'm the best thing you never had no doubt added
What's the difference between you and I? 
I'm stronger than I realize...that saying is underrated and I'm glad I landed...
On my two feet on thin ice
Roaming around like field mice...
Trying to avoid being in your paws
That will end up in your mouth and jaws 
Devoured like a dinner plate shatters due to mere gravity 
You will never understand this dilemma I've gone through sadly 

Just stop...
Being so fixated on me and my downfalls 
Can't stop...
The
Drop 
|
V
That lands into your hands, an aftershock of my countless free falls 

I have gave in to failure
I have given up success 
No more mister wimpy, loser guy, championship is miles apart from me 
No more mister know-it-all, prideful confidence from me anymore...I see...

Just 
Helplessly, Hopelessly...
Fixated on my free falls
Still
Waiting oh so hopefully
To be accepted in your halls
Of jadedless paradise
In your arms is where I belong
I am the island's sand and sun in your shiny sea eyes 
You're the wilderness on the island...the palm trees swaying to and fro...among...
The other wild jaguars that wildly swarm
Around 3 innocent monkeys that has done more help than harm
You, in your heroic bravery mode, saves the poor fellows...
But the predators of the jungle attacked you so...they murdered you and ate you up until you were remains of reds, greens, blues and yellows

You sacrificed yourself
RIP, friend from the start
In fact, I, myself,
Is like you, an abstract abyss art
That was flushed down the toilet...
A fixated free fall with ever-sighing regret
It wasn't our fault it happened...
Now, we lay in our watery bed
We are small, but significant and mighty like puny mice...
That barely survived a traumatic experience - rapidly running away from the cat that is hungry and not-so-nice

Venture into my world of mirrored distress 
Graze in my maze of an attitude of gratitude and eustress 
You're my lullaby before i fall asleep in your arms
Your charming ways got me under your spectacular spell of enchanting charms

Darkness consumes
When you assume
The worst of me blooms
Blooms dire doom
I shed my Crimson Blood
All for your name's sake
Pull down your hood, bud
Just give me a break...before I break...
Push on the brake before you crash into me
Fixated on our freefalls of blasphemed fantasy
Stars are scarlet with your scar lit in the skies of goodbye's
Scars never mend when this is the end...couch-ridden and going through my bipolar highs 
Then...a crash from the helicopter flight
I can't stop loving you and I won't stop doing so till the sun kissed a farewell to the midnight 
Smoking the cigarette of regret...
Trying to light up the shadows in hiding
Provoking me to fury and jumping off cliffs of colliding cares before I get ensnared by corruption's net 
Catastrophes grow like weeds in this town of terror
I fell in love with disbelief
I fear your anger and your resentment-painted picture 
I shatter like glass grief...

Shower
Me
With
Brief
Relief
Please...
Put my cranium 
At ease
Before I get consumed by numb and dumb shame...marinated in rebellion's rum...dominated by fooldumb 

I still have the bizarre devil horns above my crooked halo
I'm still that troll fairy, hovering around you 
The wicked wind blew me to you just so that you know
I'm still your darling devil from the first time I met till I live no more...for, I'll be always sick with the love flu
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