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I've always wondered what my greatest ambition was. People always seem to ask what you aspire to be, what you would like to achieve... and if I'm perfectly honest, I don't know.
Sometimes, I think I know what I want to do, that I've figured it all out; but then other times, I'm not sure.
So I've been pondering over it for a while now.
Countless hours spent, thinking, wondering, dreaming...
I would like to say that I came up with something inspiring, or beautiful, maybe just something happy; but it truly saddens me that it isn't any of those things.

My greatest ambition is to escape this maze of depression and self-loathing that I've been stuck in.
I wish I could say that it was as easy as turning the corner and finding myself outside in the beautiful sunlight with the birds chirping; but sadly, it isn't...
I'm stuck, wandering around this never-ending maze of pain and terror and I can't seem to find my way out. 
Turn upon turn I make, I seem to get stuck again.
Turn upon turn I make, I find something equally terrifying.
I find my faults, my fears, my mistakes.
I find out things I never wanted to know...

But how do I get out?
How do I escape these horrors?
Will I ever get out?
Is there even a way out of this maze?

There isn't.
I can't get out, for the simple reason that I am a part of this maze, and this maze is a part of me. There is no escaping it, there is no running from it.
There is only living with it.

So to answer my question;
there is no getting out, because I'm not inside of the maze, the maze is inside of me...

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