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Dear me
I miss my grandma so bad
Shes the best thing I ever had
And now she can be free	
Of all the pain
And now im stuck goin insaine
I wish I could committee suicide
Just end it all
My heart and soul has died
Im so depressed I just sit and ball
Shes indebted in my head
And I want to be dead
I want the hurt to go away 
And yes I do pray 
What do I do 
Take pills
Cut
If only I knew
Why I get the tremors and the chills
No one knows and gets how this really feels
But 
If they did they would lock me up and throw away the key
But maybe that wouldn’t be so bad for me 
I just know 
That I feel so low 
Nothing is going right 
It’s a constant fight 
A battle every minute
And I wish I was in it to win it 
They say I am strong 
Well they are wrong 
Im so not 
Its just something they are taught 
To say 
Like oh I forgot
I want to die
Yeah right 
All I do is wonder and cry 
Im losing this fight 
I might as well fry 
How long does this have to go on 
How long do I suffer
Where the **** do I belong 
And when do I start to get tougher
I love my dogs so much and my mom 
That is the only reason I stick around
I have 1 true friend and at times I think I bring him down 
With all my depression and whinning 
So when is the perfect timming 
To end this *****
I don’t know yet 
But its getting closer I can feel it 
But I will probably fail at that too again I bet 
 

I DONT FEEL SO BAD ANYMORE BUT THERE ARE STILL DAYS I DO FEEL LIKE THIS MY BIPOLAR U KNOW HOW IT IS

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