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So much life in me but for the love of god i cant find it. The harder i push the faster i 
get knocked down. The fall is so hard it leaves bruises that cant be removed with ice 
and a kiss. Im in this slum and i feel i cant pull myself out, i feel nobody can. Im 
ready to go off the deep end. Im not complaining because its hard, Im complaining 
because of the mental scares. I was never this way, i always find ways to better 
myself and the situation Im in. Not this time though, my hopes and goals is nothing 
but far away dreams. I expected one person to understand but I have the 
understanding that Im just too complicated to understand. Im not giving up on 
myself Im just realizing what I can and cant do in my life. I used to believe that 
saying " You can do what ever you want to do, you just have to put your mind to it". 
What a crock. You cant do what the world wont let you do. Im crashing but not yet 
burning. Yeah we are a team but baby you carrying dead weight. Im sorry it had to 
come out this way but i cant talk because my words never come out the way i mean 
for them to come out. So here it is. You are what you are. You are the best boyfriend 
in the world. I cant ask for anyone better because there is no one better. You have 
so much going for you and you are happy. Im so happy your life is changing and 
everything that happens to you is always better for you. Why? I have no idea. But 
you say dont worry about it so much but I've tried that. Yeah I am stressing out a lot 
but thats because all of these new strategies and none of them are working. Yes I 
am very hard to motivate but thats only because Im tired of gettin slapped in the 
face. You know what its like to fall but you are able to get up and stay up. I fall and 
get slapped back down before I can even dust myself off. You are next to perfect and 
so is your life. My life wasn't that good at first but I was comfortable because I knew 
it was always lighter down what ever dark road someone dropped me off on. It 
sounds like a lot of excuses but its not. I would say take a walk in my size four's but 
i wouldn't even want you to take a road that dark, lonely, stress filled, and hurtful. 
My mind and spirits are crushed. I try to tell you look up and you look down. I say 
look right and you look left. I say go and you stop. Thats because my words are not 
the clearest things to understand so here it is on paper. Im not done trying but I am 
done falling and expecting change. I'll tell u more in the next letter.
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