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Sometimes I feel trapped in this cask that has become my living grave. 
I built it brick by brick with my own two hands and have become slave to its habits. 
I don't know how the hell to climb out and I didn't think to make an escape route. 
So I hide behind my tomb made of stone and pretend that 
I want to be left alone. 
A time bomb ticking waiting to explode 

I AM TRAPPED 

Trapped in this body; trapped in this soul 
And this passion; this fire that I purposefully hold in 
my heart is locked up 
When what I really desire 
Is to just open up; let it all pour out and diffuse itself 
And scream to the world that I'm TIRED 

I am not your superwoman. I'm a woman in stupor and I make mistakes too. 
And I am here silently screaming, trying to tell you 
I'd rather just kiss the sky and look back with a smile 
instead of a worn frown on the day I die. 
I want to feel close to another instead of always being 
the one everyone thinks has been through so much and needs no one. 
Little do they know that half the pain my heart holds hostage was caused 
By my own actions and I've accepted that role. 

My heart is bleeding onto the floor 
Someone cauterize the source of the ache for I can't take no more 
Lobotomize the source of the pain; it's throbbing through my veins and 

I 
CAN'T 
CONTROL
THE 
TEARS

But I need someone to hear me. 
Someone to feel me and take me away from this crypt 
That I've become decrepit in and make me feel alive again.
I WANT TO LET SOMEONE IN
Without getting lost in my own personal battles with 
Reality and insecuriteis and what ifs. 

But 
Can they ease my pain and can they stop the walls from 
Caving in and crashing down? 
No one ever stays long enough to find out. 

I want to let someone close 
I really do...but....
I've been trapped so long I don't even think I want to be rescued 
I'M TRAPPED
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