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If I can walk ten thousand miles
Just to see your sunlit smiles,
I’d die ten thousand more times
Maybe, a billion times per chime; this time, I’ve committed love crimes

If I can walk infinity times infinity,
Would I be a zero for eternity?
I think not — I’d be negative 37
A dove above heaven — maybe even a positive 24 X eleven

I’m sorry that I am confused, Lord,
Of where I ought to go from here
I love You and Your accord, accord
I’m shedding off this awful fear

I’m afraid I’ve lost it all
I’m afraid of making a fall
But, I think backwards and think to myself:
Does this make any sense? Should I do things myself? 
Am I a lone elf in the left shelf?

I believe I can grieve to relieve…
This pain inside me…
I deceive myself honestly…just leave
This pain disdainfully

Enjoying this sensation of
Something I can’t grasp or think of
Are you up there, love?
No…you’re down here, love
Because I will arise above
The surface in which I used to rove
Because I will arise above
The waves of emotions, my other glove..

I speak poetry…
Set me free from my misery…
You suck me up like aspirin…
Where have you been? That…desirable…sin
Makes me want to smile and wave at it
I will smile at my trials from within…wit…
I’m a nitwit
I’m sorry and 
Just a bit…uncanny like yourself…and it’s legit…
I admit
I love you and hate you at the same time — I’m just so sick
Sometimes, I wish you well, wine from below my stomach…

The miles of smiles
Is my present feeling

I quit dealing … numbing …………. Unveiling….also, counseling myself into concealing the real me…….
…….
Let silence speak for itself
You and me — why can’t we be free?
I loved you like I did yourself
Do yourself a favor and let me…be…

It sucks being me
End me
But, yet, instead — words left insane and unsaid…shame embraced me, never leaving my presence 
I want to begin me to the core
I am alive… at last, alas, at last, alas…
Until I’m damn dead once more
Deafening me inconceivably and you’re nonchalantly ahead…of the game that makes no sense
Survive
I’m still here, alive

So what if you’re not with me
Whatever…things will eventually get better
Well, it’s not like it was meant to be
Welcome in, under the dang weather…

Languishing…I’m in anguish…baby
Save me from killing me inside, okay?
Deserting this cancerous feeling inside me
Drive me to the grave…I dare you, Worldly, witchy slave

I will smile away the days you’re not here with me
I will smile a million miles and I will be your piles of debt someday
I am the files of fretfulness and fearlessness at bay
Come stay with me, babe, please don’t stray…everyday…with me and me alone, okay???
I’m going insane to the point of no return
You left me to burn — now what? It’s your turn
To turn me around someday

You left me with this text reply -_- -~>
?

What do you even mean by that?
I know that I’m turning ugly both inside and out
What do you even mean by (?) ?
I could of sworn you loved me without a doubt

I will smile away my drowning fate 
I will knock on your door after I reach the gate
I will smile away the inner frowns
I will walk my walk in these tranquil towns
Cuz I’m done…I’m done…
Being your sunshine at dusk and nightfall 
Stop Wanderlusting ‘round and trust me as I take this extra free-fall 

Cuz I can’t take this all in one sitting
I’m going to let it lay in the back of my mind
This is Upsetting me to the max 
I must now relax…it’s the past…it should be left there 

I’m overwhelmed
Unsexual right now
I’m anxious and nervous and insecure 
You, Lord, are my only cure
And, yes, rising above the ashes isn’t easy
Neither is finding a way to endure possibly

For now, let me unwind in my cave
Behave and be brave…
You will never be unforgotten and you are forgiven 
In my memory, where nothing goes rotten…then…

Why worry?
Why stress?
Why scurry?
Why this distress?

Can’t you get over things
And wear The Mile of Smiles?
Everything and everyone everyday and every night 
Doesn’t matter anymore…no more worrying with fright

Fearlessness is key to being happy
Having bravery is the key to hopefulness from above
Live on, dawn of desirable glee
Most of all, I’m a loyal leader from the Kingdom of Love

If I can walk ten thousand miles
Just to see your sunlit smiles,
I would totally go for it
Obviously, you don’t give a …
And now, I know why
Because you want me to die…

But, God, why must I live on?
Is it because I’m as important as Your son?
Father, flourishing freedom
Never came and sins of my youth make me grow numb…

You, oh you finally come
The mile of smiles on your face
And you tell me not to worry or not to act dumb
You also told me to hold on to vast grace
I’m no longer a disgrace or distasteful in God’s epic race

Embrace solace liberty
There, you’ll find happiness unconditionally
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