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i am waiting for the right moment..
to tell the world that  i am not crazy..
to think and feel who i truly am..
i am who i was crated to live..
dare you try to stop me from living..
i don't need fake love only with words..
that doesn't have any proven meaning to show..
do you think that i wanted to wait for a life time..
for you to give me the rightful place i deserve to be..
in your life that i thought i was born to be...
many said many things as lies or as the truth..
but all i see is and felt was nothing with you..
once or twice i guess i felt an energy..
it said silently that's you..and i believed you...
i have grown more than i thought i would..
when i could ask for anyone to love..
from the creator who created me for me..
i choose you over everyone and only you alone..
i gave up everything and asked for you..
but i lost everything and you too along with it..
and today i feel you are a stranger to me..
and i feel and i know the memories are fading..
all the times we spend together talking..
the memrise i made and cherished with you..
today i feel it means nothing to me..
i know you will feel as i am really selfish..
yes i am because i love my self and i am proving it..
not to impress anyone but i have found my own love..
self love that took away the blind faith i believed..
that your silence and your betrayal was love..
i was running behind a mirage in a desert..
thinking you are the one and the only real one..
but what a fool i was to think that we are belonged..
when univeser showed me its unrequired love..
why would i even think that a person like you..
will love me and that's madly in love..
i try to find even one small reason to find out..
that you truly did speak about me in public..
but it was all a cover up for you life sake to be safe..
how can a person like me be madly in love with you...
but well now i am here to say this to you..
i loved you and it was in the past..
and the past is past .. by gones are bygones..
and for you the same my past love of my life..
as i am grateful for all what you did for me..
and i have giftee you everything you ever wish ..
but other than me you will have all you need..
i was told you are my fate and my destiny..
so i wait until the fate will truly show me...
that you and i are beloned for ever..
so what's there to loose as i have lost all in all..
other than my trust and faith in the universe..
i have lost a home and even top call a home..
i am not blaming you and i don't think i ever will..
its my mistake and the bad choices i made..
to have and held blind faith thinking you are the one..
i was never after you money if you thought i was..
may be my appearance would have triggered you..
but what am i to do as i was created as this way as one..
its fine you never loved me or never wanted me..
because i am in love with myself and i am the one..
i don't need you or anyone thats thinks and feel..
that i am an option for anyone to be choosing from all the once..
please find your way out from my own heart..
as i have already showed you the way out...
if the fate and destiny the one to bring us as one..
still you  need to prove me that you are the one..
i don't trust you or anything you or they say out loud..
people do lie and act to show they are truly the one..
i am done and i am gone.. as i surrender all in all..
to the universe who created me as i am to be..
until this all happens i am ready to love..
to the one who truly deserve and belonged..
and this time even small details i will take to my count..
not going to be fooled by all the fake act of all the ones..
i do not hate you or i do not feel any love for you..
as i was madly in love with you in the past..
you fooled me because i was in need of love..
but i found my self with unconditional self love ..
but i am ready to love and be belonged..
even if its not you but i will be madly in love..
when universe brings the right true one to love..
this is my final good bye and farewell to you..
with all my heart and all i am as one..
good bye to you and i am grateful for all..
if we are to meet at the right place at the right time..
you will still have to prove everything as truth of all..
forgiveness is not a freely given gift after all..
so may the universe do the best for me in my life..
as i have done all i could even you betrayed me all in all..
what if i do the same as you did to me betray you as you did to me...
always remember i will treat everyone as they treat me..
nothing more nothing less even for fake or true love..
so lets wait and see what the future brings to us..
because i know that the rejection of you to me..
was the blessing that as untold to me in the past..
so as i have changed grown and evolve..
i am ready to love and be loved..
share my life for eternity with all my love...
and now i am shaking your hand as good bye with a smile..
i am grateful but i am moving on for one true love..
and may the universe fate and destiny decide for us..
and then i will give you my welcome hug..
good bye queen of my past..i deserve the best of all..!!

dilu dw 
26/07/23








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