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Funny how now looking back upon
the privilege of youth

How and what we once perceived and
thought our youthful selves to be we
actually weren't in reality 

Simply based upon whosoever social circle
of popular group we sought to converts
opinion 

Which was actually in effect a noose we placed
around our neck and a feckless exercise
in self sabotage 

Because back then I believed I was fat
but cannot find a single picture of myself
resembling that because I actually wasn't 

Thought I was ugly only later to be told
I was in fact thought of instead as not 
at all bad looking

Didn't think I was in anyway cool but
yet hung out with the cool kid's 

Wasn't interested in school so assumed
I was dumb

Was thought of as being funny which
I only just recently found out I supposedly
am

So was perennially shy lacked self-confidence 
didn't wish to be noticed or stand out

If only I knew what I know now I probably
wouldn't have wasted what should have
been the best times of my life 

Because now that I am older I don't
really care much about anything or
place my worth in what other people 
think of me 

One thing is for sure though something's 
never change

Like the fact I am still the same stupid
idiot I was back then and have always been 

Only difference being now is I should be
old enough to know better

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