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*WHEN I DIED LAST NIGHT*

I never had it that smooth 
That I had to get up bed so cool
Seem like my power-packed so full
Gazing in the sky so blue
The doors  never again squeaked 
And the gates opened so quickly 
Seem it is s great day differently 

With no reason to make me look back
Didn't even feel like I left  anything behind
Crave to head straight into a fresh day
Feeling like nothing  I lack
Nothing Seem to be alike 
Shocked to see colours splitted in just black and white 
The many colours were mere illusions 
Created to twist the minds of the living 

Words spoken are either facts or false
Actions I notice are either wrong or right 
Answers are either yes or no
The roads are either right or left
Leading behind  an eternal gate of alloys 
The start of a no-end sojourn 
Where my spirit stand to interrogate  my soul

My judgement is like wave-bathed beach
I was probed in no time 
Can't tell how long it last
Not in a land where the night goes on break
And the sun a gatekeeper
The celestial being asked for my last wish
And to tell me I died last night
So the last struggle was my last breath 

For all the stories  I never told 
For all the lies I ever told
For all the truth I never spoke
For all the hands I failed to hold 
For all the time I missed the road
For all the hearts I ever broke 
For all the feelings untold 
For the good in me I never showed 
For all the stones I branded gold
Believe me,... I'm so sorry

For the loving father I never be
For the caring husband  I failed to be
A better lover I promised to be
For the son I never lived to be
For the unbroken I broke
For the broken I rebroke 
The vulnerable  I lead astray 
For the joy I unplugged 
For the tears I held  back when I try to be hard
And for the tears I make you all shed 
Believe me, ... I'm so sorry

Mama cry no more
Your eyes are swollen already 
Father's  heart is bleeding
I can see him hold his ribs ripping out in pairs 
Tell my siblings I love them
But I took the early exit door
Thought I'd hug you one more time
To my ever loving  friends
I'm  shocked it ended  this early 
To the ones we share no bond 
I thought we would have a time to mend
But the axeman caught me unawares 
Believe me,.... I'm so sorry

Live for me the life I failed to live
Pay for me the debt I owe
Be the father to the one I rejected 
An uncle to the one I was denied 
Finish my struggle and win my fight 
I was my hope I live to fight another day
That was before  I knew I died last night


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