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Head spinning heart racing
So many thoughts has my legs pacing
Back and forth 
Between and around 
I am stuck in this place
Just how can i be found

Whose around for some guidance
Whose around for some direction 
I thought i was merging until I found myself stuck at this intersection 

Holding up traffic 
No red or green telling me to stop or go
Just my memories and assumptions 
Telling me to hold on or to let go

My biggest struggle in life was holding on to the past
Holding on to memories once filled with tons of love and many laughs

Memories filled with rage and conviction 
Memories filled with a bunch of speaking while not enough listening 

Holding on because i am fearful to let go
Fearful of merging onto that intersection with my foot on the gas pedal 

Fearful of change and fearful of defeat
Fearful and unwilling to embrace the situation you see 

Embracing is acceptance which I wasn’t ready for
Not ready to embrace closing up and opening new doors
Afraid to picture what was on the new side 
I would keep my eyes shut tight to block the new memories from forming inside 

Wanting change but not bold enough to admit it
Wanting more for myself and the others around me 
Not willing to embrace it while stuck in my old surroundings

I had to remove myself from the old mess
Embrace what was once my happiness 
Embrace that those memories shaped me into me
Embrace that those tough times would shape my future moments and allow me to become free

Embrace that i still had some soul searching to do
Embrace the fact the ones closest to me had some to do too
Embrace that timing is key to happiness in life
Embrace that people closest to you come and go whether wrong or right

Embrace that happiness is within you no other person can fill that void
Embrace that my happiness is on the verge of being restored 

It takes a lot of courage to go through this phase

A lot of reflection 
Avoiding misdirection
Letting go of misconceptions 
All of this to fully merge onto that intersection 

Foot on the gas mirrors aligned 
I can see out the rear most importantly while leaving it behind 

I am who i am today but not who i was back then
I can only focus on what’s in front of me on this new direction 

I have embraced the confusion and the uneasy feelings 
I have battled with those inner demons 
They won a few battles but i won the war
I conquered my feelings and everything else I have in store
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