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Yes, the title says it all, says it all
I will not make a fall while I stand tall
I won’t be pushed down by gravity still
I will make sure that I am your windmill

Dementia won’t stop me from being me
Bipolar won’t stop me from being free
Depression won’t stop me from feeling glee
Anxiety won’t stop me from feeling happy

Yes, the title says it all, says it all
I will not be a brick in the wall, wall
I won’t be pushed out of shape when you desert me
I will make sure to set free the despondency from inside me...knowingly...

Alzeiheimer’s won’t stop me from being me
Parkinson’s won’t stop me from seeking help in reality
Suicidal thoughts and actions won’t stop me from feeling positivity 
Negativity and the likes won’t stop pounding in my head tremendously
But I won’t give up
I won’t
So, don’t
Just don’t start it with me again

Fragmented by fury
Tormented by injury
I just want to be free
Let’s say it plain and simple - be with me possibly for an eternity...so I can remain in the comfort zone of my insanity

I’m determined to the D
I’m terrific to the T
I’m underestimated to the U
I’m understanding to the U 2
I’m determined to the D
I’m terrible to the T
I’m overwhelmed to the O
I’m over-obsessed with you tho

So, I have fallen in love with the demons in my head
I’m sorry...angels, come save me from my dread
Christ, love me like you do
God, I’m sick with dem luv flu

Father of truth, set me free from unhappiness
Father of lies, go fall in the ditch of helplessness
Hopeless romantic and manicky frantic I once was
I was filled with perfection and flaws...a predator without claws...a period after a pause...demons gnaw at me and start to chase after me...my dreams are to be all alone and be independent on my own someday...here’s cheers to applauses before the crow silently caws

Okay, enough of my poetic games and riddles i bemuse you with
Fragmented by fury for no apparent reason - I trek into a Labrinth
Of loneliness and longevity
It’s a pity that I am less than witty
I’m ty and giddy
Now, let’s throw a house party of Champaign, whiskey, pills and confetti...or maybe not apparently cuz it’s ungodly

Cleanliness is what I need mentally, mentally 
Emotionally unstable to the point of no return
Distress and anguish is what I deserve plainly
Let the flames of doubt cease from its intensifying burns and let it churn

Frag-men-ted
It’s what you said
Drag-me-dead
Without a single trace of dread
Kill me with compassionate kisses
Throw me into a billion abysses
I don’t mind being left behind but I will seek first His light of might...tonight

I’m meditating on blissful silence in my room
I’m meditating on plentiful of elegance in full bloom
Paint my sky a hundred hues of rainbow
Fragmented by fury by you-know-who, you know?

Okay...I’ll tell you a secret
I have held back this regret
For oh so long...long...long
Rather it was right or wrong

All along, all alone
But, with God Most High,
I’m not on my own
That, I can’t clearly deny 

I will keep fighting this blasphemed battle with healing hope in mind all year long
As long as my fragmented fury doesn’t take me by the hand and leads me to do something quite...wrong...
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