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For many years I have realized that our hearts are very deceptive and unreliable.  I cannot imagine how many times my heart has let me down and exposed the dark and negative aspects of it. Please permit me to share just one experience with you.                                                                              

Thumbing through some old material a few days ago, I came across something that I experienced over 40 years ago and more than 2000 miles away.  When I read the notes which had been in my possession for more than 35 years, my soul was enriched because I was sharing about the need for dedicating our lives to God which often demands that we take the initiative to say, "I'm Sorry", not only to God but also to fellow humans, even if we think that we are right.

On January 2, 1983, I referred to an encounter I had with a nurse in or about 1975 in Memphis, Tn. Now, 40 plus years later, I remember being in Memphis, but I don't even remember such an encounter.  Had I not recorded the incident, I would not be speaking of it today.  My notes reveal that a point was being made about changing our minds and taking the initiative to apologize.  My notes also revealed that I was indignant toward the nurse, after which I left the scene and was heading home.  Somewhere between that nurse and my home, The Holy Spirit convicted me of my actions and attitude.

Again, presently, I do not remember what really happened, but not only was I convicted by The Holy Spirit, I was compelled by Him to find a public telephone.  Before I reached home, I telephoned the nurse and apologized for my behavior.                                                                                          

God knows every detail of what happened that day in Memphis, and I suspect if shown a video of my behavior, I would be embarrassed, to say the least, and perhaps surprised by the anger released from my heart. For many a year, we have heard it said, "Follow your heart". Technically, I do not follow my heart, but I lead my heart. And but for the grace of God, the cleansing blood of Christ, and the compelling forces of The Holy Spirit, I would be forever lost.                                                                                                                                                                     

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