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How did I let myself get to this point the point of no return of knowing who I am or where it is I belong in this world I was too blind not to see that he did everything in his power doing his best to try and break me seeking out my weakness and used it against me I should of been stronger than him and not let him see through me enough to know that he had the upper hand I should not have fell apart like he knew that I would what's done is done so how do I get it all back, the sanity that once kept me alive instead I am dead and empty inside how does one get past the pain so deeply inflicted with scars that may never go away leaving you cold and bitter unable to let another soul back in his lies and deceit has turned me into a different person a person I have become to despise is like I have become my own worst enemy making me not know who I am anymore I don't think I want to know myself because of the person I have become I have hit rock bottom only lower its like there's rock bottom fifty feet of crap and then theres me why did I do this to myself I should have known better I was so blind that I did not see the signs that were right in front of me I did this to myself I am the one to blame for letting it go on as long as it did so now I must find my own way back alone no stopping to ask for directions back to the world I had left behind the world I have been away from for far too long on my journey to finding myself and restoring it to the way I use to be when I do return I hope to be a knew person change in more ways than one for the better leaving all the ghost's from my past a faded memory never again will I travel down that road again from then on I shall hold my head high walk into my future with my eyes open and be blinded by his lies never more
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