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I can’t help, but feel kinda restless
Can’t sleep because I’m hopeless
You got to save me from myself, my restful dear
You are asleep in your melodic, swaying chandelier

Prayers please…… 
Give me starlit and moonlit ease
The sun is out and I’m on my knees
Insomnia is a tease!

Come down and help me up…you know what’s up…
Inspire sleep to my eyes and body
No body is listening to me…I’ve, frankly, given up…
Trying to sleep at night like everybody

It’s 4 AM and I am awake still for an odd reason unknown to me
It’s 4 AM and I can’t seem to be closing my eyes that are weary
4 AM is really late, 
Yet extremely early…I have come to see…
Helpless, so I hesitate
4 AM is past dead hour and I don’t care possibly…
Hoping for sleep power…so, I can recharge my energy and joy tomorrow
If not, I will surely, restlessly cower and most likely sing away my sorrow

Could you sing me to sleep, my Father and Lord?
Could you send me soothing vibes of Your accord?

Help…
My faith in You has grown sour…I’m but a wilted flower
Wish I could have faith again…maybe, in another hour…
When I am in my pleasant state and feel like giving praise
Because I am in a frustrated, out-of-it and sick-of-it phase
I yelp…

A million manias and enlightenment of sleeplessness
Is overwhelming all of me and It’s hard to make progress

Oh Lord, I did several bad things that I feel awfully guilty for
Oh my, I can’t believe I left behind good decision-making…it’s so frightening!
I am bored and laying down in bed, waiting for rest in store
I’ll try…I’ll try to get over the rainstorm of my endless thoughts, awakening…

Awakening the monster of my lack of motivation 
Trying to resurrect the death of my determination

I’m tired of failing every time I want to succeed
I’m jealous of those people that have it all in control and happy as can be
Pretty much screwed-up and worthless…like a garden weed…
Pull me out and put me out of my misery…yes, if you can’t begin me, end me

Oh, be rid of the suicidal tendencies and languishing anguish, coursing inside me suddenly
I wait patiently…oh so patiently…for a change of mind and attitude to guide me genuinely

4 AM and I am lounging in my small, yet comfortable bed
I feel like a messed-up mess and a wreck with a lot of dread
Instead, I should get some well-needed sleep tonight, okay, goodnight
I won’t weep for the loss of my big opportunity to make things alright

Positivity needs to burn out the pangs of negativity
I will reveal Your light of uplifting might
With Your cheery, sun-shining rays of beloved serenity 
I will push away the blinds to unveil delight

I want to wake up with a grin of gratefulness upon my face
I need to wake up next to someone I so love in appreciation and in audacious anticipation 
I want to let you know you’ve been on my mind…just in case…
You were wondering what was up with me recently…I’m taking a much-needed vacation 

Vacation time and me time 
Should be always sublime 

More often than not, making love and being naughty was on my crazy mind
Shame on me for acting upon my human nature, but it felt so good to be bad
Thanks a lot, insomnia, for keeping me beyond 4 AM now…gr, you’re so kind…
Sex and sleep is a need I need to keep satisfied…even if it’s with me, myself and I – either way, I’d be glad, not sad or mad…alone time or cuddle time would be rad…

I know it’s late, but make me feel midnight monsoons of playful pleasure
Don’t shed me your darkness and hate during our sacred, cuddling leisure

Be sincere to me and you will see my true colors vibrantly glimmer…does it occur to you that I’m more than just a mere blur
Don’t deceive me with sugar-coated lies, man…tell me the truth straight to my hazel eyes
I need someone to kiss away the scary fears I have inside…can’t look at my reflection in the mirror…I hear misery's murmur
Not looking forward to your farewells – however, you effortlessly wave your goodbyes

You wave goodbye and I return it with a hello
You dismiss me, but, don’t think I’ll just simply go
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