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Brokenbutterfly22

icy wind blasts 
straight through the 
cracks and drafts 
blowing the world down
eerie, ugly, haunting sound 
won't be ignored

then comes the rain 
stinging the streets
bullets of hail
whipping glass 
a cold evil night 
tormenting my mind 
with lost loves

thoughts still stirring 
at the witching hour
the only glow 
on the block
my bedroom window 

and what comes next 
a f***ing rapping 
a f***ing tapping 
a rapping on my front porch door 

"Is it the wind?" asks I 
while racing to the light
flipping the switch 
to illuminate the night 

nothing 
from my window do I see
so I yell into the blackest storm
"Is anyone out there--hello?" 

but nothing 
not even a peep returns to me 
so back to the chatroom I return 
and begin my reply to my
dear brokenbutterfly22 

barely touch I the keys 
and comes again that f***ing rapping 
who in the hell could that rapping be? 
I grab a weapon to comfort me
and stand near that noise I'm ready to see 
that f***ing tapping
that rapping on my back porch door 
of which I'm safely on the other side 
I call out and it replies 
"it's Noreen"

"Who the f*** are you?" 

"I came from the jail. 
Your house has the only light. 
It's so cold. Can I please come in?"

and this thirty-five year old stranger 
who doesn't look a day younger than fifty 
I let in  
meth hasn't been kind to her  
I send the sojourner to an empty room, 
and go back to my dear brokenbutterfly22 

not two minutes later
her voice
at my bedroom door

"Do you have something I can smoke?" she asks

"No," I say 
wishing she would go away

who comes calling at this hour
rumbles through my head, 
and better yet, 
who's the idiot who lets her in?

her voice 
still there 
says she can't sleep 
"Can I please-please drink
some of your whiskey?" she implores

(I remember 
on my dining room table
a bottle of bonded rye 
left by my son from Kentucky) 

"Hell, no!" I exclaim
and in righteous indignation
I grudgingly tear away 
from my dear brokenbutterfly22 

"Listen, I let you in. 
I didn't have to. 
According to the Universe, 
you're not my responsibility. 
Can you just go to bed?"

"Yes sir. I'm sorry. 
I really appreciate that you let me in."

yeah, I'm not nice
yet do I nice things

a cold, callous, mother***er 
no, not according to
my dear brokenbutterfly22 

Copyright © | Year Posted 2023




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