Ramblings of my mind

Why do I fear love? Scared to place my porcelin heart in your strong hands. Your mere presence moves me, tears of joy stream forth. Never have I felt so wanted, never have I felt so loved. Words, phrases, rhymes, they are not easy for you. Emotions, yours and mine are confusing. Still I want you more with each passing minute. Your arms bring solitude, a haven I longed for. Hours feel like minutes, gazing into our future is a pass time I endulge in often. You bring purpose to my life, you bring meaning, clarity to my chaotic thoughts. I punish myself daily. I don't feel worthy of the love you give. How stuffed up has my past been to feel I don't deserve the love I give? I have never met anyone able to mirror the love I give. Unconditional love.

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