If you are schizophrenic...try this it works!!!!

I have had paranoid schizophrenia for 36 yrs,I got diagnosed at 14yrs old by Dr.gilbert and first meds came from Dr.brown.I have been on and off meds through my teens except when I got 20yrs old...I stop taking meds completely..at about 24yrs old...I meditated only once for the entire day 24hrs.I will not say where I went,but I will say that I saw the cataclysm of the all,I saw flashes of things to come,I saw doors that are open in the wind..let me explain ..Consequences happen out the blue sometimes right?? yes...There are doorways that are invisible to the naked eye and when you walk through them something happens..you get robbed,you find money,you get lucky,you find love..etc. Now moving along..My head on that particular day felt like it was apart from my body..I had roaches..they were everywhere...from my chest I told them if they do not go away I will have to kill them but I do not want to...I never saw another roach for the rest of the year I stayed in the apartment...what I am getting at is that IF you are schizophrenic what ever level...you are put in PHYSICAL PURGATORY...you are literally in the middle plains of life and death...and yes death will approach you..this may be very hard but the way you defeat any demon or bad spirit is to EAT its intentions...in english it means to simply listen to them but do nothing..sit very still for however long it takes,you will get mad-the intentions will return to kill or to sacrifice..eat the intentions and stay still...do not count,do not speak,or look at anything-close your eyes or stare at the air..it is easy (if you are schizophrenic not psychotic).Now,I met schizophrenia while I was meditating..this is not her real name but she was in water yet we were in the open air outside...You can not blink your eyes when talking to her,blink your eyes and your thoughts change,you must speak from your chest,you must have no fear..there is no physical ground to stand on..you will be afloat in sorts,you must not stare at her but look at her words(remember when I said stare at the air!)...Whatever are your true intentions you must reveal them..I wanted to be an adept at certain things so then I was,now what I say is that there is no cure for schizophrenia why?? Because it is a spiritual test of being thrusted into physical purgatory...you have now the potential to know of things that normal people (blink) about.But what do most you do..you stay in fright,you stay fighting it with medication and believing it is gone.Now I will not say that is wrong...but if you want to permanetly cure yourself of your schizophrenia(not psychotic) then do this...put a fan 7ft in front of you,get in your own meditation position (prefer sitting) put a pillow under your butt,no music,NO disturbances,make sure you are not hungry or thirsty,best to do as soon as you wake in the morning,from the time you wake,put the clock to the alarm of the same time in the night to sleep,close all windows,make sure as dark as can be,try to focus on your heart felt desires(which is to become into yourself)..when you finish your 24hr meditation get up slowly and walk outside,do not go to the restroom,go straight outside,stand and breathe for 30mins or until your head feels attached again,listen to music from that day on that has no singing,..like world music,celtic is good,japanese drums,india sitar music,..whatever,but no singing..write down everything you observe around you and what you feel,look at people and try to feel what they feel,observe children at play and feel there happy emotions,look at couples and feel their love for one another..listen to the dog barking understand what he is saying,if you see him(the dog)stop and look him in the eye with true love in your heart,he will stop barking and come to you as friend (guard k-9 or fighting insane pitbull)..now you must do the meditation FIRST and meet your schizophrenia SECOND (remember) do not blink when he or she confronts you!!! THEN no singing music..etc THIRD.It MUST be in this order as if it is alpha to omega...If you have to do more meditations then so be it...but I garuntee you will not need another pill after you accomplish this..you will be able to see things and feel thing of such glory and splender,the air will speak of a calmness it only knows,you will feel the love and emotions from everywhere and everyone..even when someone is mad you will see that the love in them is expounded why? because we first learn to love before we hate...no one is born a killer.You will see the images on t.v. and know that you must not allow little kids to see those images..you will look down streets and know that you will be safe,you will know that your life is not your own...so how can others take life when they do not own theirs.. you will reside mentally in a place that normal people (blink) at. BELIEVE ME I have been in the nuthouse,I ahev been baker acted numerous times...they simply do not know-because it was not meant for them to know..it is not their test...the test was put upon you..why? because your spirit is the most pure..that is why your mind is schizophrenic...it can not handle the interpretation the your pure heart and body..so it stays in defense mode and uses fear and paranoia to keep you alert and frightful 24-7...my friend it is time.