Bleeding
Found myself hiding in a corner
Crying over the pain that
Was never really there finding ways
To help my inhuman mind be stable
But I can't these demons and angels inside me
Fighting over whose turn it is to control this body
And mind
No one really knew why I was this way, why
I was so cursed or was this a horrible tripping dream
But the scars and blood that I see and feel are so real
The pool off blood in front of me I could feel it
Did I do this to myself? is this my blood ?
It can not be me but I feel my body weaken
And my mind and soul drift away slowly like a fading film
I open my eyes to look if it's me that's bleeding
As I open my eyes i see my chest is open and I'm bleeding
My wrists are cut deeply and and I feel numb
theres a knife in my right hand with blood all over it
In my left hand I see my heart pumping its final moments
Before slowly stopping and ending a chapter long awaited
Drowning in my own sorrow,pain,guilt,and the demons that
Long awaited for my body and soul to be part of them
The evil that longed to be set free is gone from the earth
The one kid the one person that won't be missed
The loner, the outsider,the weird one gone forever
I finaly found peace in death the only solution there is to
This misery of I life I once lived
Copyright © Itumeleng Lekensie | Year Posted 2017
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