Bleeding

Found myself hiding in a corner Crying over the pain that Was never really there finding ways To help my inhuman mind be stable But I can't these demons and angels inside me Fighting over whose turn it is to control this body And mind No one really knew why I was this way, why I was so cursed or was this a horrible tripping dream But the scars and blood that I see and feel are so real The pool off blood in front of me I could feel it Did I do this to myself? is this my blood ? It can not be me but I feel my body weaken And my mind and soul drift away slowly like a fading film I open my eyes to look if it's me that's bleeding As I open my eyes i see my chest is open and I'm bleeding My wrists are cut deeply and and I feel numb theres a knife in my right hand with blood all over it In my left hand I see my heart pumping its final moments Before slowly stopping and ending a chapter long awaited Drowning in my own sorrow,pain,guilt,and the demons that Long awaited for my body and soul to be part of them The evil that longed to be set free is gone from the earth The one kid the one person that won't be missed The loner, the outsider,the weird one gone forever I finaly found peace in death the only solution there is to This misery of I life I once lived