Enough
Deep inside i cried and i cried
wanted to scream but my voice had died
You used me, you had your fun
i knew it but i had no where to run
I was scared, I was helpless, i was weak
You poked,you gossiped,you lied, you broke me deep
still your honesty was all i seeked
Was it my fault that i trusted you blind?
Was it my fault i thought you were a sister of mine
you left me alone and plucked every flower of my garden
the people i thought were close held you high like a sergeant
Oh how soon you stole that place of mine
Oh how soon my friends left me behind
One by one every friend of mine fell into your trap
believed you,sympathized you and hold your hand
i don't mind them leaving me behind
for i know when times comes you will serve it right
Today you have your fun with them like you had with me..
For I know in future it's the truth they will see
But make no mistake i no longer am how i used to be,
make no mistake i no longer lay low and cry,no longer sorry for me
for now i have found my voice, i have found my support,
No longer it's me, it's you who will abort
i will stand and i will scream
i will fight and i will win
i will give it all before i lose again to you
For I can't forget your suffering is due
Cruel someone says i am not ashamed of myself
Rude someone says i am proud of myself,
full of attitude you say i praise myself
because i finally have my voice, i am not scared to say NO...
i am not scared to ask why...
i am not scared to say get out of my life
Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2018
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