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Suicide Note

I say this again loud and clear
its not your fault my dear
for its me who have wronged
for its me who have sinned

Silent tears rolled down my cheek
with the feeling of being unheard
but how are you supposed to hear me
when i did not say a word

When i take a look back at my life
few memories that i can visualize
are all of my failures,mistakes and regrets
now i realize....

I used to be optimistic,i used to love the world
But today i guess i failed people of my blood
cause i could not give them happiness so deserved,
for the affection,care and keeping my memories preserved

So i leave the brutal world blaming you
for my sadness and demise
but my love its not your fault
cause you completed all your duties and exercise

i did not want the gold,the silver
i just wanted to have love,laughter and cheers
i did never like the excessive luxury
while being unable to take care of my peers

for me happiness was in everyone's smile
while you had big ambitions to achieve
ruling hearts was my dream,ruling world was yours
that is where the fate played mischief

i say again my dear,
the blame on you should be clear
cause it is result of my fate so ill and unjust
and you simply became the 'the victim of my trust'.....

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2016



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Trying To Hold Sand

Isn’t it funny, when you think you’ve finally found what you were looking for
Things begin to slip but you try to preserve that perfect picture some more
 Life starts showing it’s true colour and the perfect picture starts to blur out
 But You still believe things can go back to normal with no doubt


But the more you catch, the more it slips out
darkness grows, hope weakens and your life takes a different route
The more you hope, the more you drown
You are lost, hopeless but you know you can’t look down


You lost a part of you and no you can never be the same
 things went south but there’s no one to blame
You must wakeup every morning like nothing’s wrong 
You have to gear up and try to stay strong

whatelse can you do?
Things are already wrong, your heart is all blue
Whatelse is left to be done?
Just Stay strong cause you know you can’t run….

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2015

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We Promise

We felt we had come a long long way
Too much strength, too much struggle we went
Going above and beyond the norms and values as they say
But now there’s much longer way to go as in our life you have been sent

 family avoided and friends left
Relatives backstabbed as our emotions they toyed
who promised to support,they never showed n those promises were never kept
That humiliation, that punishment by them…well they enjoyed 

But today holding you in my arms my dearest son
No longer any of those humiliation counts
Whatever they said, how much they all hurt …its all far gone
For you we will go past through all of them again if we had to no doubt 

For you are our only true treasure
Far more precious than anything or anyone in this world
Our love for you son is beyond measure
You filled our heart, our soul with happiness as we hold

We can’t promise you that you won’t fall
Because no matter how much it hurts,
you must fall to stand up taller than tall
when you are scared,you will find us with you for sure
In this life for your every pain,we promise to be the cure

When you find yourself surrounded by darkness
We will be the light you need to guide your way
When you find yourself in problem and surrounded by sadness
We will help you with all we can, you don't even need to say  

We promise to rise you up when you feel low
We promise to support you to be the man you really are while you grow
We promise to love you with our full heart no matter how weak it gets 
We promise to protect you from everything wrong from mistakes you will make 
We promise to guide you toward your better life
at most we promise to never abandon you for your life decisions you take

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2015

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Fake

deep down you know you have been wronged
but you did what should have been done
they don't know the whole story
they don't know your side
but you no longer care,you clearly understand those emotions they hide

they say they understand,but they don't
they say they will support but they won't
you are alone,all on your own
you no longer believe the fake love they have shown

believe in yourself,you aren't weak
you have strength,that's all you seak
admit it they aren't essential
admit it,they won't let you live upto your true potential

they will pull you down,won't let you rise
let them go,leave them behind
you have always been better of them
so,now be a lion,be the one that can't be tamed....

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2015

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Questions

i still remember the first time we kissed
hands we hold together,the touch of your lips
in your arms where i rest,the most peaceful place for me
those worthful conversations, everything is gone as of now i see
  
we were happy,we were living our life at best
what happened all of a sudden?i still wonder the reason you left
i did everything for you,never made you shade tears of sadness
then why?what's the reason for your madness??

i question everything i did for you
i try to understand the reason i ain't with you
i go back to the same night again and again
trying to figure out the mistake i made but i can't,rethinking about it gets me insane

please come back,lets forget it all and begin a new life...together
no answers,no explanation needed,just don't leave,to me US matter
i have questions but if you don't want,no answers i need
these dark alone days is what i want to rid...........

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2016



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Where Do I Belong

As dark as the night is out
My soul crumbles inside of me and I want to shout
Hollowing of my heart, like something is wrong
Every day and night just waiting to know where do I belong

Feels new no matter how long it has been
Feels sad every time because of absence of interest any keen
A loner fits better than being social
Because being honest toward me is now crucial

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Recognize

You seeked the hidden treasure
You wanted to know what your heart truly desired
You wanted to feel those feelings that cannot be measured
So here it is,can't you feel?the bond we share....me! I'm the one you sired

Nothing to be afraid of
Afraid not that i might leave
For this is tough, i am tough
Devotion and love is what you'll receive

I tried making you understand
Tried to talk your way through it
But you just couldn't take a stand
I now know you are not ready to meet

No worries,take your time
Think clearly what you seek
Then if you think you can rhyme the same rhyme
come back to me and let this story reach it's peak.....

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2016

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Goodbye

All I ever dreamed, all I ever wanted now I finally have found it
Never saw this coming, never expected
But now that I live rather than survive
Now that I smile more than I ever cried
I have to leave for that I can’t stay
To see you in upcoming future I do pray
You cried, you were hurt
But know this so was i
I was torn but it was pain that I hide
I see no solution to this problem
I do think I was dmb
I have given you my heart 
That no one else shall ever have
I have given you my time
No one ever earned it
I have given you memories
One you shall treasure, Those that I cherish
there’s no fault of your’s
fault is in our fate
though we know what we want
thgs seem to fall in a different place
let’s see where life takes us
but I look forward to meet you around the next corner
cause I believe this is not all that is meant to be for us………

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2015

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The One

I have been waiting for you,longer than you know
I have been excitedly creating my collections,for you to show
I have been hopelessly waiting you, to share my stories a few
I have been in love with you,long before meeting you....

I know you are there somewhere
There are so many things i want to tell,so many dreams and hope to share
I hope you are as excited as me,for us to meet
I can't wait for hours to spend in talk,as together we sit....

Oh how amazing will it be,to finally see you.....
The day when i find the lost piece of my life,that was long due.....
The one i am destined to be with
The one i can share my every thoughts,harsh or sweet....


I want to tell you that i need you
But i so hope that you need me too,
though you don't hear me now
I hope the day to meet you is near somehow

I wonder what are you doing now
Imagining WH questions about me somehow
Do you miss me?...like i miss you
Do you imagine the color of my eyes??because i do,when i think of you

I imagine every little details of you...let them be your hair or your height,
my heart thinks of one way but then my brain sees all other might
Don't think me crazy,its just...I like to wonder the man of my life
Don't want to sound cheesy but i want to share life with you as your loving wife

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2016

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I Am Where I Dreamed To Be

People say one must always dream
Dream as big as you can and never give up
I dreamed big too, so big that impossible it seem
But here I am standing, feeling warm sun on top

Soothing sand between my toes
Playful waves wetting my legs
This breeze bringing nature so close
My heart is happy, its alive and the happiness continues n grows

Saw this paradise just in a wallpaper but dreamed of being here
years has passed and finally I am right here where I wanted to be
See this smile, its what I wanna share
Don’t be scared of dreaming, don’t be scared to live
 for this is my story and this  is me

I can’t find words enough to express what I am feeling now
I feel joy,I feel free in  a row
I feel grateful I feel pride
I feel strong I feel alive
I feel courageous yet weak
In a good way like divine has just blessed me
 this journey took time and it was difficult
 but these feelings I can’t shake
this feeling of being here

Copyright © Sakshat Budhathoki | Year Posted 2015

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