Scared
you said you loved me
but it was all a lie
and you loook at me and wonder why
why i try to leave you behind
every time i think of you i cry
when i look at your picture
i feel like your looking back at me
and it makes me want to die
because of you im scared to love
not just scared to love
but to let go
because im scared of losing whats left of you in me
ive tried, dont get me rong
ive looked high and low
but every time im almost there
i fall
i scared of hearing "i love you"
come from someone else
im scared of feeling another mans touch
you were my heart and soul
and some how
i just cant seem to let you go
when your not around
your voice is still in my presence
i can hear you and feel you around me
i miss how we used to be
how you used to care
or when i thought you did
when you used to make me laugh
and hold me tight
no one else can replace you
and im scared to even try
thinking about you kills me inside
my body aches in pain
and my heart screems your name
your like a broken mirror
one that i cant place back together
i want you here
but no matter what i do
its just not enough for you
i try more every day
but still all i sence
is "go away"
my love for you
is something your heart
wont let you forget
so when you feel alone
and you feel that peace of glass
thats me
the one you let slip
Copyright © Tabitha Keever | Year Posted 2006
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