Scared

you said you loved me but it was all a lie and you loook at me and wonder why why i try to leave you behind every time i think of you i cry when i look at your picture i feel like your looking back at me and it makes me want to die because of you im scared to love not just scared to love but to let go because im scared of losing whats left of you in me ive tried, dont get me rong ive looked high and low but every time im almost there i fall i scared of hearing "i love you" come from someone else im scared of feeling another mans touch you were my heart and soul and some how i just cant seem to let you go when your not around your voice is still in my presence i can hear you and feel you around me i miss how we used to be how you used to care or when i thought you did when you used to make me laugh and hold me tight no one else can replace you and im scared to even try thinking about you kills me inside my body aches in pain and my heart screems your name your like a broken mirror one that i cant place back together i want you here but no matter what i do its just not enough for you i try more every day but still all i sence is "go away" my love for you is something your heart wont let you forget so when you feel alone and you feel that peace of glass thats me the one you let slip