Loosen
My head is set in a dark tunnel,
my mind is racing with
questions. The way the feelings
are shooting through me i feel
as if im submerged with
electric. Im shaking. Eyes are a
pool of water, i cant control
myself. Emotions are
overwhelming me. I keep
telling myself everything is
going to be ok but as the day
unfolds the weaker i get. Am i
willingly feeling this again? My
heart ask why. Wishing i could
look into your soul to see if im
there. Im empty. The world has
conceived you and taken you as
there's. but you once were
mine now your anonymous.
Where is the one i once loved?
Are you him? Why so different?
The miles are between us but
my love should have kept you
home! Your not my pocket
buddy, but i miss the friend i
had in you! You use to protect
me from the hurt. You use to
shield my eyes from the bad.
You showed me a new. But why
now as the miles grow greater
do you drift from my love? I
keep you with me even when
your not, i act as if the hidden
isn't safe, but why? Why am i
not with you? Why do you keep
the unknown hidden? Why am i
not enough? Can you say you
love me and be sincere? Or is
honesty to much to ask for? I
want my best friend back!!
Deep down inside i know in my
heart i know your still mine.
Can you love me like im right
next to you? Can you talk to
me like nobody else? Can you
stay mine like im the only girl
on earth? I love you like its no
tomorrow! I yearn for you like
my body is pure. And i admire
you like your face is the only
face i see! But why is it hard to
love me? You said you were
mine! ALL MINE! Why do you
do what you do? My heart is
yours, but its broken and
worthless. Loosened and hurt i
look at you drift from me
without even hearing you cry
for help! Am i not the one who
you wants to save you? My
heart tells me to keep
swimming for you, but the
water is getting to shallow.
Help me help you. Swim back
to me! Take my hand! The
ways of the water is taking you
further...take my hand! Cry for
help! Know that im trying! Your
loosened grip slips and your
drifting. Hurry! Im here!
Copyright © Jazmine Hunter | Year Posted 2013
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