Not Completly Broken
Who is this stranger that stairs back at me
as I look into the mirror each day
Where did she come from
and what does she want from me
This isn't the same girl that I have known all of my life
There is someting different about her
She looks lost and alone
unsure where it is her life is headed
I dont like this girl I see
She has taken over my life
tearing it apart
How do I get rid of her sending her back
where she came from
How do I tell her that no one wants her around
and that she has caused
too many problems in my life
I want things to go back to the way they once were
before she came into my life
Why can't the mirror just lie to me
showing me what it is that I want and need to see
because sometimes the truth is just too hard to face
Maybe I can keep on pretending that everything is ok
that my life could not be more perfect
But then I would just be fooling myself
Maybe it would be better that way
Life would be alot easier
With every laugh and smile I fake
no one would even realize anything is wrong
That is that way I want it to be
It is the only way to keep the world
from seeing right through me
I refuse to let anyone know my pain
To do so would mean to let someone in
and no good could come of that
Whats done is done
There is no way to fix the broken
No glue is gonna put these peices back in place
I have accepted that and I have learned to deal with it
so I sheild myself from the world
only to protect what is left of the real me
so everyone may see
I am and ever will be completly borken.
Copyright © Jessica Kear | Year Posted 2008
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