Loser, Not a Cheater
Dear life, I have not struggled
for being called cheater….. I might have
kept my promises but that doesn’t
make me a cheater…. when all my plans
gone wrong, I thank you for the help
you did, the people you gave but,
I still continue to fail… so please,
call me a loser, not a cheater.
Life you were so kind bringing
hope, new people in my life….
their anticipations made me take risks
and I failed like every time. The only
new thing knocked the door was lier,
cheater, unfaithful and many more…..
tags given by my so loved people
how should I tell them that I’m a loser….. not a cheater!!!!
Tough times are not new for me, people’s
change is something new that I have tasted
It’s bitter than I thought, worse than ever.
Yet I still strive to bring smile on my
loved ones, yet again I fail…. and I see
their faith in me fading away…..
all I can tell is the fear of being
called cheater kills me away.
Yes, I can’t do it now.. but I might
do in future. Life give me one chance
to prove people that I’m not a cheater but,
a loser or at least an opportunity to
thank the people in my life….
a loser asks your help once again.
thoughts such wander in my mind
because I’m a loser….. not cheater!!!
Copyright © Gayathri Dasari | Year Posted 2020
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