Do You
Have you ever asked yourself if your meant for something more
Do you ever find yourself searching
Although you never seem to figure out what it is your searching for
Do you trust those who you shouldn’t and doubt those who are true
Have you ever found yourself lost
And had no idea what to do
Have you ever ended up feeling overwhelmed and unable to catch a break
Do you ever find yourself gasping underneath fear
As you smile for them to see but your heart continues to ache
Have you ever wondered what you could have been had you made a different choice
Do you find yourself wishing you could go back
And make them hear your voice
Do you ever sit and imagine having an entirely different life
Have you found yourself daydreaming
And had a happy ever ending as a princes wife
Have you ever questioned if there was a god and why he lets you hurt so much
Do you ever find yourself second guessing everything
Do you ever feel so numb that you can’t feel the slightest touch
Do you ever think that somethings eventually gotta give
Have you ever cried without knowing why
Do you ever think this was not the life you were meant to live
Have you ever found yourself envious of those whom seem to have it all
Do you try to achieve greatness
Do you instead just sit there feeling small
Do you speak your mind or hide your feelings deep inside
Have you been honest
Or just like them you lied
Do you ever find yourself in competition for someone else’s love that seems impossible to achieve
Have you fallen in the shadows of someone else
Do you give up or just no longer believe
Do you ever feel so empty as if nobody sees your pain
Have you ever been pushed aside and ignored
Do you ever feel insane
Have you ever sat there without realizing hours had passed away
Do you ever feel alone
Have you tried to make them proud but they only had bad things to say
Have you ever prayed that god would rescue you from this hell
Do you think that he heard you
Were your prayers answered or next time should you yell
Have you ever witnessed a miracle which made it impossible to not believe in something more
Do you remember the warmth which accompanied it
Do you deserve to walk through heavens door
Have you ever felt so lost and afraid unsure of where to turn
Do you make the same mistakes
Or do you finally learn
Copyright © Danielle Brunelle | Year Posted 2021
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