I was niave once,
Full of hope about love and romance
You came along and were everything i wanted
You were everything i needed
You smart and funny and oh so cute.
You took care of yourself
I had the security of you knowing my friends
How could he hurt me when I had that security?
I was in love
and so over welmed
but he wooed me
With sweet texts and thoughtful cuddles
He said he knew me and understood
He understood the pressure
I eventually gave him and gave him my trust
He made me fall for him
Had me addicted to him
His endless texts and adoring attention
Got me hooked on the drug of him.
And then he left.
He took away everything
My memories of him,
My endless attention
my adoring texts
He took it all
and wondered why i was angry
He had me addicted to his lies
and he stole them away
Without explainations or reasons
He just left
People questioned me
In my hope i had told people
He had my trust why wouldn't I?
Why would he leave?
But he left me
Left me with nothing
And an ache in chest every time he was mentioned
Every song i listened to with him
Every place I went with him
That void inside me that nearly killed me
I thought i was safe
But that vaccum inside me, broke me.
I can't go back now.
He is just gone.
Copyright © Crystal Wilkins | Year Posted 2017