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Ayla Pendergraft Poem
My face may hold a smile, but my heart holds a frown. Broken pieces from a shattered heart fills the craving ground. A light shines below, but my mind and body show no glow. The moon arises at the dead of night. The sun comes up to a new day so, so bright, but I am left in darkness no light to my day. Sorrow fills through my narrow, little pathway. I show no happiness, no hunger for love. For my heart has been broken way to much. Only the nicest of souls can heal my many pains. Only the love from a pure heart can have my heart and trust gained.
Copyright © Ayla Pendergraft | Year Posted 2018
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I felt shaken, I felt worthless, I felt powerless. His hands creeped up my thigh. All I wanted to do was die. I froze in frightment. His face I could not recognize. He pulled my hair, pined my hands down. He forced hiself inside me. I screamed. I cried. He took every bit of my self worth. He took my sole and crushed it. I was broken with no way of redemption. He chocked me, put his tongue in my mouth. Moved my hair behind my ear and wispered, "You like that baby, call me daddy." I could not move, I gave up. He took control. I was powerless. With every sound I flinched, with every touch I froze. I was raped!
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I set here wondering if you will ever come. I don't know your name. I don't know what you look like. I don't even know when your coming or if you even are. Your the only thing on my mind. Your the thing that keeps me thinking, and awake throughout the night. People say I need you. I believe every word they say. People tell me that your a gift. A gift that I need to find and keep to myself. They say you will make me happy for so many reasons, in so many ways. Why cant I have you now. Why cant I find you. Why don't you make it easy to find and have you. I don't know anything about you just yet, but supposedly your described as love, and your within another human being that's seeking me to, but also has no idea who I am. For we have to find each other on our own. We have to seek each other out. When we do find each other, for then and only then our craving love for one another shall connect.
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a person once told me, "You must love with no fear, but don't love the love you crave because of the attention you receive." Love because you love that person not because the attention you get from them. Don't let how his words melt your heart cloud your judgement of what he really wants. Let his actions dictate how he really feels, cause words may bring you to believe something that's not real. How I crave for something so elegant, so pure, a man who doesn't want just what's underneath the cloth, but what's in your heart!
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My heart was like a thousand drums beating a mile a minute. The wind felt cool on my skin while it glistened in the sunlight. The ocean was a roaring storm, as my body was in sync with my bored. I maneuvered through and around the salty waves. With the intention of winning. Less then a second my world crashed. It was too big, I slipped. The current drug me across the ocean floor. I tried my best to hold my breath for as long as I could. I felt my lungs filling up with water, and my heart going weak. I heard screaming above, but the water was to dirty to see. Soon I couldn't move. My heart stopped, and I was gone.
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He, I realize now, my thoughts, my words are him. He with the blue sparkling sky eyes. He, who took my heart with each sight. He who's voice is a bridge to my happy thoughts. He I know now is my love, my dreams, my reality.
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You filled the blackness in my heart.
Healed the many scars.
Weakness took you over
Past creeped into the present.
Strength you could not find.
You lost to your mind.
With a circus of thoughts circling through your head.
It left you blind.
You could not see the truth, so I was the cost.
I lost my world, and payed the price.
The price was you.
Who which I lost.
Copyright © Ayla Pendergraft | Year Posted 2019
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I am just a body to you. A body with no heart you seem to think. I have a soul, but yet you look at me as if I am hollow. Your eyes meet my soft skin, with a look of love and want. I let you do this to me, even though it breaks my heart. Because how your eyes look me up and down, how your body syncs with mine. I feel wanted for once, even if it is for split seconds at a time. I am in love with you, but I know you only have lust in your eyes. You tell me you love, but all I see is lust, you lie.
Copyright © Ayla Pendergraft | Year Posted 2019
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