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Rebecca Frank Poem
As I entered the forest
My feet gained an uncanny rhythm
Crunching below the surface of a hundred years
The snow intermittently tracing the way
It was a cold presence that surrounded me
Though there was a fire inside my body
That was eager to recall the people that crossed this path
Recalling memories by the fresh water spring
These memories were so vibrant
As if my grandmother was still here
Bending over to catch the trickling water in her milk carton
Embedding a confidence in me about natures truth
This was a time of reflection
Witnessing the instilled values of this land
The animals that roamed freely
Fish that made home in the heart shaped pond
The winter here brought such clarity
As I sat by the fresh water spring
I was eight years old again
and an image of my grandmother picking nettles arose
We were deep in the forest
Listening with intention to her knowledge of herbs and plants
Returning home to bask in our glory
Large cartons of blackberries and raspberries lined the tarnished kitchen table
The clarity I received
Filled me up with love and respect
For the arduous labor and sacrifice
The endless commitment
My mother grew up on this land
and I wanted to know her then
I wanted to go back in time
and see her free, dancing in the front lawn
My grandfather built the family's home with his own bare hands
Putting his destiny into every slab of wood
and brick he laid
A fortress of his own making
Part of me wanted to stay here forever
Though I knew this was just the foundation
A testimony to the lineage engraved in my soul
Pushing me to challenge, create a new
My roots had wings
Just as my grandmother did when she fled Europe
Believing in a life
Initially unseen and unheard
I will call on this strength
For its power remains
Revealing itself
in the depths of the forest
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Rebecca Frank Poem
On that day of freedom
These mountaintops couldn't speak any louder
Reaching the peak was rare
But I knew what was on the other side
One foot was at the bottom
the other at the top
Searching for their alignment
Snow capped fury
Endless worry
That only stopped when I did
I was eager to draw the line
Beaming with glorious release
As the same language was spoken
On that day of freedom
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Rebecca Frank Poem
The moment I saw his face
My body cringed with grief
As the man asked me what I was doing with my coffee cup
I answered in sheer terror of no other way out
Fearing this person's intentions
I told him I was attempting to take a photo
He eagerly offered to help me
And as much as I didn't want him to
I accepted his radical interest
Do you take photography?
No, he replied
As he began to show me a video of a mystical light shimmering in the sky
over and over again
My eyes kept glancing down in perfect unison
Gazing at his fingertips as they softened over a cigarette
Eagerly awaiting his tattered lips
As he recited his life story to me
in a helpless fashion
I desperately awaited the moment where I could be at peace again
Capture the photo that I wanted
and sip my beverage
in quiet contemplation
I couldn't surpass the large grey circles under his eyes
His sense of loneliness and confusion
Hiding behind a facade of optimism
Heart attack stricken
When the picture was finally captured
I felt stone cold and bitter
Feeling everything and nothing all at once
For this man ignited a part of me I never wanted to face
Memories of sadness and loss
Times of struggle
Having too much empathy
and not enough courage to say no
Through my blank stare
A sea of emotions were navigating through my body
and I was able to witness
my desire to free them all
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Rebecca Frank Poem
This dance has a name
Its called patience
Patience in my mind
Patience in my soul
Patience in my body
It reminds me that it’s okay
with it’s gentle sway
Never too upbeat or ecstatic
To be unresolved
Is to feel the deep roots of incompletion
Having compassion for what’s left to unfold
So many experiences not yet lived
My fear of the unknown
want it’s all now
To define the undefinable
For the past can’t be re-written
and the future can’t be assumed
though, the current moment can be cultivated
Each passing breeze
Reminds me I’m alive
More awake than I’ve ever been
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There was a picture of Buddha behind him
That heightened my first impression
It somehow seemed symbolic of his soul’s deepest desires
Symbolic of the utter restlessness yet security that his life represented
A simple guy
Yet highly dogmatic about the turning of our times
A bit morbid for me
A bit morbid for us
I longed for the moments when silence struck
Whether in the bustling city or secluded at the coast
To gaze into his eyes and ignite something
Something neither of us felt comfortable speaking about
My hand brushes through his reddish hair
Slightly adding to the messy fringes that were astray
There were no words to say
Words interrupted our natural rhythm
Of an otherwise peaceful connection
No need to define this divine selection
Expectations open the door for conformity
That which we repel
Yet neither of us can stop this vicious cycle
The past making headway where it doesn’t belong
The future lying dormant in our dreams
Just when I think he’s a stone cold sinner
He cradles my face with his hands and softly brushes the sand off of it
Grain by grain
As the arguments become more frequent
I look for the happiness in the smallest of places
In the tiny fragments of our eyes
As they lock in perfect unison
The touch of our hands
Full of a magnetic energy that I try to deny
I knew why his face was so sad
Why tears came streaming down
but not of my own creation
For a gentle smile would let me know that everything was okay again
That we would survive the pettiness that struck our core
That caused misunderstandings with no erase button
I’m not sure who you are
Some days I’m not certain I want to know
Yet something keeps me awaiting your voice
Awaiting your embrace
As I recite the words in my head that seem impossible
That seem to surge through me without choice
I choose to accept the undying fate
As I silently whisper….
Goodbye
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Rebecca Frank Poem
She’s beautiful
The way she smiles
Her lips signifying safety
Questioning yet calm
Taking you to the ocean
Where she strokes your silky brown hair
Tattered from the salty air
She whispers in your ear
Telling you her secrets
Like a rare crystal
It’s not a mask she wears
Just a heartfelt song
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I love to write
To express
To find myself again and again
Through these words
These forms of expression
Creative trials
Far from tribulations
Because it's evident
That I'm rewriting narratives
Hashing out lines of craze
That could help me survive
Survive times of growth
Turning antiques into diamonds
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Rebecca Frank Poem
You would think I wanted to be alone
Because I left
I left on that sunny day in Boston
Sitting on the empty hard wood floor
With my head between my knees
You would think I wanted to be alone
Because I left
I left on that August afternoon
Until I arrived 3,000 miles away
Treading with doubt and regret
You would think I wanted to be alone
Because I left
I walked away from the promise of commitment
A commitment riddled with control
Abuse lined walls
You would think I wanted to be alone
Because I left
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