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Sitabz Garg Poem
To the gravedigger, dear sir
let the ivy grow and the rain fall in the stele
As a flower fall from Eden, I hear the angels sing
While I slightly twist and turn in the God’s acre, so deep.
Erstwhile a soldier of war, till kingdom come, I shall remain as such.
I am not a hero, just a son who never returned
in foreign lands and in an alien time I sleep through days and nights
as the war ends and victory levitates I do not celebrate
Just mourn over broken promises.
As in the early morning there on the sepulcher
A blackbird sits and cries
Down to the pavements and to the catacombs
it caws and caws in despair to wake the dead.
And as the roads that lay out of the graveyard
And the thousand miles journey
That follows, shall never be trodden.
As the church bells ring
And the crowd that follows shall pray for me,
How as of upon a very fair time and of now I ask my mother
To take me to church and lay me down at divinity
A girl and her lover meets in the burial ground
And they speak of their love in secret
Hush now , the dead are listening
Of your tryst in the graveyard
Of every night and the sweet parting kiss,
We wonder, we covet and remember our own despair
When we hear your love song in that strange tongue.
I weep in the depths for my own tattered love
Where my lover still weeps by the hillside
Or has she moved on.
the first drop of rain, or the first piece of snow,
The first beam of light of the first cover of darkness
Strike my bed first
And while the sun keeps the moss away
I wait and wait, not for my widow
Nor for some candles in a dark stormy night
I do not wish for flowers, for I cannot smell them
To days past and nights darkened by
All I wish and could wish lay by a thousand miles
In distance, homeward bound.
Since I cannot follow, and never make haste
I shall lay here quietly, without a sound
And dream of the seas and oceans and of clouds passing by.
4/4/15
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We ran deep into the woods
from the other side of the wire
an enemy came with me.
Stripping our uniforms bare
we hid in the river
A mouthful of oxygen from an enemy's lung
And in an embrace ,
We floated in the liquid sky
Above us the fire flowered
With its thousand tongues
raving in riot.
We ran deeper and in the night we made a fire huddled around it
I sang a song
I don't think he understood a word
He liked it though
I can tell .
Deep in the woods
The enemy slept peacefully
as I kept guard
The fire weakened
I let it wane
And in a dim light
The movie started
In the forest ,
By the lake
I watched for hours
Humphrey Bogart and Ingrid Bergman dance.
Deep in the woods,
We were all in Casablanca
(...
the fundamental things apply
As time goes by...)
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The sleepy morning
woke
with a shiver
in the coldest
night of the year
The sleepless birds
charged
into the sky
And a snake
wheeled further
into an unending
cosmic circle
on a twig
(floating)
in a languid
bottomless well
Its crippled tail
(with much tenderness)
steers the vessel further
toward a hopeless mythical shore.
The well is deep and dark
The night has not yet left
And deep under the ground
the snake forms an unearthly constellation
With the few remaining stars reflected down
In the deep
Untamed abyss.
One day
to the snake
in its mystic duty
fulfilled
Death will come
as a peacock
It will unfur its
feathers and reveal
all the freshly reaped souls
attached
in its tail
(that strangely will look like eyes flickering in his qeer artful dance)
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...a flower
For my
Dog:
She sleeps
her dreams
bring flower
To the
Persian silk tree
Overhead
Sometimes,
After a long
journey
the winds
rest there,
and sings
to my dog
their songs
She sends
with the wind
a little ruff
a small woof,
it lingers
by the steps
As I come home
and find
her voice,
fading softly
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By the bedroom window
There is a photograph,
Of our family trip to the zoo.
my wife posing for a photo
with my son and daughter
And me behind the camera,
They say cheese , and I click.
After all these years
I lie in my bed , and see that photo
By the window,
the first ray of sun
on my wife’s face
and the merry children
with two zebras in the background.
A few months ago,
I visited the zoo,
Alone,
With my wife gone
And my children well off and married
I looked around and saw
What I came to see,
With the lions, tigers and chimpanzees,
Much has changed
And yet everything’s the same.
That night I went to bed
And dreamt of zebras
And my wife wearing stripes.
She asked me to take a picture
And as she posed,
I asked her to stop moving so
I clicked the button,
and took the shot
with zebras in the background
smiling.
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What do the heavenly eyes gaze upon?
A squall hurdles
As silence, descend to rain
her temple doors rattle
Winds dim her temple lights,
Amid the thunder a vista
remains evanescent,
Reverberate, a flickering sight.
What does the darkness-the world of light conceal?
The prophetess,
Of heavenly light o blessed Asher
The rain rattles her temple roofs
The night darkens further
All voices deprived of sound
It rains, retards the morning bright
Behold, a prayer that to the heavens
Flows and shakes the thundering clouds
What earthly rain, of gales and storms,
What forces in heavens could deprive
The lord her soul embraces.
An inferno embodies her spirit
Ascertain him o true messiah
Tonight she stays awake
She fasts to the lord
Says his prayers
For the morning tomorrow
She shall stay, and lie awake the night
Tomorrow she shall drape the truth
For the good news is here
Listen before it ebbs
Today she lies awake
Not alone, her lord is not sleeping
In her womb her faith is born
And stays awake, and spends the night
With her it fasts and pray
The savior is coming, lord Jesus Christ
Waiting for him to come, for her to see the day
She stays awake…
27/03/14
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A feast on your honour
Gold, silver and our first harvest
I also give to you my only son,
firstborn .
Treat him well
Paint your walls with
flowers from his blood
Leaves , buds and thorns in red.
I give to you a white lamb ,
A first born too .
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Whose idea it was,
An early morning picnic by the beach!
The air is cold and the sea is loud
With the sea gulls all clattering
my husband fancies taking a dip
with the children all clamoring.
as the dog runs chasing rabbits
the wind’s thick as soup.
While I lay here in the picnic mat alone
Brushing sand off my dress,
There is a click and I look up
And see my daughter with the camera.
I frown and send her away
Wondering could it get any worse,
Before I could finish the thought
I look down , see the tiny ants,
Good, good ; the ants are here ,I say
I didn’t even know there were ants in beaches
I shake them off while I constantly wonder
Whose idea it was; whose indeed.
Twenty years later in the basement,
Going through some stuff,
I find the old photograph
Of the Sunday morning
In the photo ,
I see my husband in his shorts
Ready for a swim,
My three children , the dog
Everything I remember clearly,
It was the one my
daughter took;
of our early morning picnic by the sea.
My husband’s been gone four years now,
My kids are busy
making houses and memories
with wonderful families and happy lives,
all in their own new worlds
they all looked so happy
while I was galled
all of it a lifetime ago,
in that Sunday morning
of my life
as I close my eyes
and go back there and reminisce,
of that morning by the picnic mat,
with heavy baskets in my guard,
I feel the breeze and look ahead
In the fresh sun
I see my husband, young and happy
I look at the kids
and see time flying away
With the sand
Blowing in the wind
I look at them playing
And say,
‘never grow up’
In the moment,
twenty years of late,
by the Sunday morning
I look at the sea and smile
on the beach,
And I am happy for a while.
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I am lifeless,
coldest of the coldest
Sculptures of stone .
An alter lies barren
With my name
No hymns are sung
No flowers adorn
my halls.
Where once you came
And prayed
Asked me for joy
Love, victory .
Great conqueror
Hero of war, you
Came with faith
Washed my feet
Ever so gently
And you prayed
And I gave, wholeheartedly.
Only here, with your head bowed low I have seen you weep.
I blessed your battle axe
I let your tears wash away the blood in your hands graciously.
And ever so softly you said your prayers
with my name .
I was the god of war
And you were the hero,
King, mighty warrior,
But I was the only one
Who saw you at your weakest.
When you cried with your head at my feet I felt your pain.
Truly devoted , you were of faith
But I was the devoted.
Only in your presence was my temple holy
Only in your prayers I learned what faith was.
I wished I could melt,
Stoop down and pray,
cry with you.
Wished to hold you close to my heart of stone.
You went to war
And in some foreign land you fell.
I couldn't protect you there , you were too far away.
And they came for me.
I was never so helpless and alone,
Never so broken .
They stripped me off the gold you had me wear,
Of all the beautiful decorations they stripped me naked.
Left me alone, twisted and broken.
I your deity no longer devine, fell.
O king,
Now you are a flower in some strange land
I am dust,
Lifeless and Grey.
Say one of your prayers son.
Pray to the winds
Perhaps she will take me along and Spread me over your body
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Lift the curtains high my bosom friend
For beyond the darkness there is a place
where dreams began ,
and life was born to the dead .
As merry actors dazzled and throbbed,
to walk off the stage one day
many a thespians played their parts
where nothing but ghosts remain,
of an empty stage an empty world
which gazed straight to the empty lives beyond;
where storytellers looked at an empty mirror
Where silence soared from the world of dead ,
A goddess stood intransient in the center
with tearful eyes
for with two bars of iron
she could not keep the curtains up
and she watched with pain
as the curtains dropped dead
to the face of the earth
nothing but a word unsaid.
She stared at heaven’s gate,
with a shattered heart .
She looked up
but didn’t see the eyes of her god
staring back…24/3/14
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