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Matthew Howels Poem
There is a spark, a whisper
That dwells within my heart
That cannot be touched upon by
Conscious ambition.
To put a finger to it
Would be liken to
Foreseeing the final resting
Place of a falling
Feather. But still
It is there, abiding, hidden
As if by a veil, a veil
Upon which rests the weight
Of Heaven and Hell.
Could I but raise
Such a gift, such a burden.
Could I but smash the
Sacred mirror
Would the whisper sigh, whir,
Would great Ise fall?
A treasure that lies
Dormant, it does not sleep
But waits in terror and wonderment,
Like a tome yet to be penned
By the hand of the fiercest
Of angels.
The spark
The whisper
The falling feather
The holy trinity of
Love and desire yearn
For the lifting of the veil,
The cleansing of the sanctuary
The sound of a pin-head dropped
In the hallowed halls of Moria.
Or perhaps simply the
Briefest of glances from
The corner of an eye,
The smell of fragrant leaves
After the rain,
A single dust mote drifting.
Some will say the
Great Game of the Cosmos
Is played out in the fraction
Of a second, the blink
Of an eye.
Some will tell you there is
No spark
No whisper
No falling feather.
I say lift the veil
Cleanse the sanctuary,
Perhaps you will see the fruit.
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Everything boils down
To chaotic nonsense, or
So it is written.
Einstein and Bohr tangoed
On tiptoes over
Unsavory uncertainty
“Why would God play dice?!”
Buddha already knew
Though, he
Looked on laughing
“When you are done,
Come and find me”
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A red bird, motionless
A cardinal rare to my city eyes
And almost indistinguishable
From it’s neighboring autumn leaves
Crimson and rusty,
Feathered with impatience
For winter.
A red bird
Silently invisible
Aside from a telling
Twitch, or a quiver, or the flexing of wings
The blink of an empty eye.
A red bird
Enviable and unenviable
And all to itself as it
Considers not a thing
Except whether to take flight
Or stay perfectly still.
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I sat on a bench in the park to read
some Bukowski, which I did,
but had to keep putting the book down
And just sit basking in the sun
Like a content canine.
There's nothing much like sun,
Blue Sky and rusty red autumn
Leaves to bring you back to
Whatever you are
When you're not a part of 'the other world'
There's only a few people around, mostly runners and bikers
and a little kid I can hear behind me, but that's OK,
we're all here for the wisdom of the park
however it wishes to enlighten us.
The language of the sun today is
White hot, no nonsense welding torch blues
Just relax and feel the photons.
The most beautiful part though
Is one brave red tree, by itself
Facing its elders, an audience of dark green and brown serenity,
Ready to sing its swan song
About how it just can't let go of
It's leaves.
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Pasta and peppermint
tea night last night,
soothing to be sure.
Something different today,
a quick morning jaunt through
ambiguous paradox,
a shift in perception, perhaps.
The temple looks nice enough
Its thick green and brown doors
Open and vulnerably inviting
Like the entrance to a old forest dwelling
Once in, the chanting begins
Ancient sutras bellowed in the
Memory of the Buddha, stark lessons
Given down to mankind in his time of grief and need,
the answers we so desperately seek, yet are out of sight.
We sit on mats of the darkest blue,
backs straight and heads titled forward,
our breaths counted in our undisciplined minds, struggling
“Let go of the five Skandhas!
There is no separate YOU
You are empty, void of everything, nothing.
And yet you are the entire Universe!”,
he put forth afterwards, imploring
us to JUST SIT and count our breaths.
I’m hungry, is what
I am
And my legs hurt
like a bitch
The Zen teacher didn’t like me
I didn’t care though
I’ve already read
Everything he said
In plenty of dog-eared books
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The grey sky
outside seems oddly comforting today.
My fire escape cuts a sharp, blackened
silhouette against its
iron-like visage, worthy
of any modern art wannabe
I’m listening to Ken Burns
wax lyrical about the horrors
of the Civil War.
The bayonet charge ended with
that war, apparently.
A convention of death rendered obsolete
I wonder what it must have felt like,
shaking, staring at the savage tip
of the steel, ready to plunge.
Was it dull and grey like this sky?
Or as sharp and piercing
as the Sun?
They were just boys
Green tea, slippers and
a cigarette are
my comrades in arms today
And we shall revive the
bayonet charge into unknown
Tomorrow, unheeded and silent as the clouds.
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I am a traveler
Through space and
Time and thought.
My wife cut pieces
From the past today,
She read from her bygone hand
And I travelled.
I cried.
Then, walking with no destination,
No journey,
Just walking
I realized no control.
My traveling is a
Motionless voyage, for where
Do I leave from and where
Do I return to
In space and time and thought?
Knowing the answer,
I would sit still
And wait.
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Could I turn
Back the clock
To rooftop summers,
Crimson in their arrogance
And say “watch out for
Tomorrow”?
I would turn the sun
On a needle
And sit, listening
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Our Stardust is long
gone, hewn into our own bones
but forever unobtainable
We are all weak
in our own hedonistic way,
Live Young, Die Fast, but
is the blooming flower
God’s secret teacher?
Or am I mad, insane?
Doesn’t really matter.
The sun and moon will
continue long after we’ve stopped
giving a f***
But surely, he says, light must
prevail, return us to stardust,
death and darkness must recede
like a lonely tide, waving goodbye
to lands’ last command
But light and dark are really
One and the same.
Stop asking the world for answers
She will only say
“You have your time, use it wisely”
We pass away, we mourn.
Our stardust though
hides infinity.
Nothing is lost here.
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Who was I?
I don’t know, only the
alcohol can answer that.
Who am I ?
I don’t know, try to
start by looking for the I
and nothing can be found,
let alone known.
Who will I be?
The night is drawing in
And tomorrow never knows.
Tea is brewing.
That is enough for now.
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