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Lori Mccray Poem
living in what you can't change opens a challenge in life
what challenges you ask
the obstacles not only I but others has betrayed on me
I jump high and I duck low to shield it off
but at times I miss and I get hit and knocked down
but I always stand right back up
I have goals and dreams
no one is going to bring me down
unless I allow them too.
Standing strong and standing proud.
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Lori Mccray Poem
Many times in my past experiences
Detours of my life
Open up my life of a journey of many experiences
Of instead of going straight I would
Take opposite direction of the past experiences of
All of known instead just moving forward
That brought my life
Repetitive in same circle motion
Bring me backwards
Of where I would have to start all over again and again
That brought sabotagedment to my life
If just look at what I had to do
And not everyone else
I would have been able to have already been
On my own looking forward has made me see accomplishments
Of my life
That took many chances and years
Of patience
Allowing through times of
Acceptance of my mistakes
But each day achievement of my mistakes
Made me stronger to move forward
And have abilities of
Decreasing my mistakes
Looking at my progress
I have accomplished alot
But sometimes the fork in the road
Sabotages
Everything I earned
Then here I am looking for
Acceptance of looking at
Damage I have
Cause
That opened up a reruns of my life experiences
I keep trying to use detour of opposite direction of my fork in the road I seem to want to forget
I've been
Trying for years the detours seemed to not work
Why not look forward instead
Of looking easy way out even if
It takes a while to make a
Accomplishments difference between that
I Have a hard time letting go and sometimes considering the corce
That
Life open many opportunity but take time
Regaining once earned
Looking at the mirror sometimes my mistakes get foggy with reputation building up
Reflecting on words and what I put others through seems
Reflecting on my future
Because almost causes them their own life struggles with others and causes conflicts
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Lori Mccray Poem
Life of reconnecting with the times of my past
That opened up the struggle with my memories
But I can't focus
On my weakness of my life because dueling on them Won't change anything.
But causes battles with others
I create battlegrounds have everyone on opposite sides.
I know I don't need too but at times I struggle with allowing time
Everyone is doing what they can to help me
I just struggle with allowing time to past, to look at the bigger picture.
The bigger picture gets foggy in the mirror.
The mirror reflects what my mind wants to see not what is happening.
Independence is my goal and I know that
But taking the steps of independence is hard when my past haunts me.
At times I look in my mirror and I see that others life is what I want
I struggle to understand that I have goals and I could get to that point if I give it a chance.
My chances are there...I reach and reach but I fall short.
Other's strengths make me envious
So i push and push to get what I want.
But in the end it just sets me back.
I always push too hard and sabotaged what I gain
my life seam fall realization I looking for options and pressure myself because look too forward at may happen all on day but life has reopen of many options and many opinion that give that keep mind you may not like put keep mind that's the theirs and may not like
others may say but that's okay because I have right to my say
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