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Best Poems Written by Michelle Mccarty

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Im Ready To Be Angry Now

For to long I left the feeling deep inside.
Anger a feeling I had to hide.
I should be used to it I should not care.
Anger for the dead, we mustn't dare.
So I thought I would write a poem because it's what I do.
The anger inside my heart is because of you.
Questions surrounded me growing up without you there.
Then you commit suicide as if you didn't care.
Dear father though I love you and I always will.
Its time I tell you exactly how you made me feel.
Life without my father drove me to want to die.
Many nights I thought "wasn't I good enough" if not then why?!
Why did you create me only to walk away?
If you didn't love her then why did I have to pay?
I paid a price, far to much for a child, to endure.
Why did you come back only to walk out a different door.
I love you without conditions and now I understand.
I never was meant to hold my daddy's hand.
Abandoned and left to cry alone.
Now I know, with mom I had a home.
You hurt me more than others along the way.
So today I call you to hear what I have to say.
Because of you I want to die today!!!

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"i Feel Like Hanging Myself"!!!!

The dreams began again, they just wont go away.
He is on top of me, more aggressive, everyday.
Twenty years ago, you would think I would forget.
The dreams come back, so soon depressions sets.
Every year the same the voices come back to talk.
They surround me everywhere I walk.
How do I explain my birthday is not happy it brings the past again.
Sixteen years old, a razor my only friend.
The nightmares remind me why I wanted to go away.
You never forget, even when pray.
"I just want to hang myself" to stop the voices inside.
Please God help me before I commit suicide.
I am contemplating, I have no where to turn to.
Please God help me, I am scared Ill see it threw.
I just want this thought to go away.
Could you send an angel my way.
Other things are on my mind as well.
But, right now is not the time to tell.

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What They See

I wonder what they see...
When they look down at me...
I wonder do they know I feel...
That my emptiness is real.

I wonder if when I die...
Will the tears be real that they cry..?
I wonder if they know I cared...
I trampled my own heart better they faired.

I wonder if they knew the beatings 
were so they would have a dad...
Or that I loved them even when I got mad...
I wonder if they know I prayed...
As lifelessly my body laid.

I wonder if they will listen as the doctors say...
We had to keep her confidentiality to her dyeing day...
I wonder if they know I lived for them out of love...
I wonder if they'll realize I see those that live with god above...
He holds my hand when seizures come and take hold...
Afraid to die knowing to them, they felt I was oh so cold.

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Stop Worrying

Stop worrying your driving me crazy...!
I will be okay I am just being lazy...
Stop worrying my brain took a break...
I just needed to split for heavens sake.

Stop worrying I will awaken...
So many of these seizures I have taken.
I know they are getting worse...
But this just isn't the first.

I am a fighter to the end...
so Honey please just be a friend...
I don't need you to cry...
For  I am just not ready to die...
So please honey be strong...
I am still here nothing is wrong.

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Dakota's Poem

I am finally home with you...
To show you Mamas love is true...
I love you my baby boy...
You fill my life with motherly joy...
I am sorry I had to work so many years...
I wanted to take away your fears.

Now you are eleven years old...
Your eyes tell the stories told...
You had me believing that Benjamin Franklin 
got eating after he died...
I really didn't know you lied...
So I had to read your book...
As you and Daddy smiled with a look.


You bring such smiles to my face...
I love you my son with all your grace...
When you sing to me I love to hear your song...
None of the lyrics seem to long...
You are my precious baby boy...
Thank you for bringing my heart such joy.

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Dear God

God, if you are listening 
please hear me out.
I believe in your existence without
any doubt.
I thank you for the riches 
you gave to me.
For nothing is more valuable
then my family.
I ask for your help today.
It is for my family in which I pray.
Please send your angels 
to see them threw.
Give them your hand 
as only you can do.
Fort my Mama 
I wish her pain to end.
For my siblings
let them know I think of them 
as my friend.
For my husband could you give him 
strength to survive.
Let him know in his heart 
I forever thrive.
For my children
let them know your love.
As they look to the heavens above.
For the rest of the ones I hold dear.
Please God, take from them all that they fear.
For me well you already know.
I only want my love to forever show.
God, I am not trying to put to much on you.
I just need your help to pull them threw.
Thank you God, for I know you hear as I pray.
Please don't forget to have a brighter day.

P.S.   I Love You, God. Amen

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A Poem To Roo

From the moment I saw your face...
I knew you'de be the one to stand
feet planted in place...
So I ask you to try to be strong...
Know my baby girl it was them that were wrong...

I wish that you would still stand proud...
Instead of hanging out in the "Eric" cloud...
I wanted to get to know you and you to know me...
I want you to know I will love you endlessly...

Precious daughter of mine...
Remember the fight last a very long time...
Thank you for holding my hand when I fall...
Thank you for standing again, so tall...
Princess I am so very proud of you...
So remember forever mamas love is true...

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For My Children

You are the beauty that I see from my love.
You are the prayers answered from God above.
You are the sea that rolled like thunder.
The hope for me to not fall under.
You are the air that keeps me alive.
You are the reason that I thrive.
Hold fast to memories made 
just between you and me.
Always knowing I will love you endlessly.

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A Poem For Boo

Honey I know I failed you for so many years...
I really wanted to take from you sadness and tears...
I love you forever and I  will forever...
I enjoy every moment we have together...
I want you to know I didn't want to be away...
If I could take it all back I would today.

I wasnt the alcholic mom you thought I was...
I didn't leave just because...
I thought if I just danced one last time we'de be okay...
but one turned to many, and the money went away.

I really wish I was woman enough to give you your father...
But I think he was to young to bother...
I am sorry I devorced your dad...
I do know it made you sad...
I wanted to give you a better world...
I love you so much my babygirl.

I am sorry I wish I had been a better mom to you...
Now I am wanted your heart to be true...
I am really sorry and I wish I had made better choices...
Instead I was fighting to many voices.


Boo, I am really sorry I hurt you I wish for you I had made better choices. I never 
wanted to hurt you or leave you behind. I hope you know you are part of my 
happyness I will never give up again.

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Life

I woke up to see the faces of life.
The man that had chose me, for his wife.
The children we love together.
The grandchildren I will love forever.
My cell phone begins to ring.
My mother begins to sing.
Soon pain is left behind.
The voices are quiet, in my mind.
I will never be like most of you.
Silence for me is a heavenly breakthrough.
Life for me is a struggle sometimes.
But I know tomorrow leaves today behind.
Past is past so when it lurks in.
I remind myself a new day will soon begin.
Memories are okay.
If they remind us of a better day.
Depression hurts even my family.
Praying of a life better for them not me.
Life is not always what you make of it.
Sometimes its harder, by a little bit.
You may pass by and think little of me.
Yet its your sanity that I envy.