A Poem For Boo

Honey I know I failed you for so many years... I really wanted to take from you sadness and tears... I love you forever and I will forever... I enjoy every moment we have together... I want you to know I didn't want to be away... If I could take it all back I would today. I wasnt the alcholic mom you thought I was... I didn't leave just because... I thought if I just danced one last time we'de be okay... but one turned to many, and the money went away. I really wish I was woman enough to give you your father... But I think he was to young to bother... I am sorry I devorced your dad... I do know it made you sad... I wanted to give you a better world... I love you so much my babygirl. I am sorry I wish I had been a better mom to you... Now I am wanted your heart to be true... I am really sorry and I wish I had made better choices... Instead I was fighting to many voices. Boo, I am really sorry I hurt you I wish for you I had made better choices. I never wanted to hurt you or leave you behind. I hope you know you are part of my happyness I will never give up again.